to be or not to be

Friday, May 27, 2005

Last day at fo!!! super sad!! sure gonna miss working wif guna, shiya, fik and hj! sobs! and of all days must be my last day at fo super busy..almost wanted to burn my hair! lolx..all come one short think i superman ah! kaoZ...

Anyway met jac for lunch finally! LOL been postponing her lunch appointment for quite sometime and yeah..we noe each other since 1999-2000 and today was our first meeting! ok lah..had sakae sushi wif her as the rest of the place was packed and becoz i oso abit craving for salmon. Ask her and she will tell u how shock she is seeing me taking all those salmon onli LOL. walked her to her work place b4 proceeding off to mine..and i'm about 45mins early. Surprise Surprise! guess who's here..yeah tze yin pop by to visit us... :p

Its 9pm already, most of my job is done..as i type finish this thread, i guess it will be the last time i'm touching this computer..through 7mths this computer has been with me..i'll confirm miss it alot! and of coz miss my team in fo. Although i'm onli gonna change department but sobs! i feel so sad now! i dun wanna leave fo!!

I won't be seeing Agnes also as she is gonna leave this place nx tuesday! fwah so many changes! i hate changes! I'll confirm miss her alot alot alot alot. (no i'm nt in love wif her but she is like a big sister to me, ever since i started this place, she is the onli one that encourages me on.) I wish her all the best for the years to come!

I feel like something is missing, oh well, at least i get to catch up time with x.

Over and out.

Gibson ranted at Friday, May 27, 2005

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Boring day at fo agian..as usual...had nothing to do since i came in! lolx..anyway new colleague came..small build pretty/cute looking..yeah..from tp....good to have her in the team..however i'm leaving fo in another 3 days..wonder will anyone miss me? lolx..all the *gib help!! i dunno how to do xxxx* or *gib!!!!!!! how!!! rooms nt clean* yeah..lolx gonna miss all this as well

Somehow i feel weird at work..prob had too much rest lolx...i'm sort of itchy for pool and mj these few days..but no $$ and no time to go do all these stuff at the moment..so yeah...

Btw i wan watch Starwars and Madagasca...hmmz anyone free accompany go watch? *i noe she nt free so..yeah haiz..wad to do..*

French open is now on...agassi is losing for what reason i have no idea..guess he lost his touch...so far not much upset in the tourny...shd have one or 2 upset coming up today...if my predictions are correct...

Justin called..another business venture coming up...i hope it will succeed. Actually i not really very sure if this thing work..as the 3 partners me justin and yanto are noob in such matters..except that 2 of them r the brains..alot of idea..juz need the finishing touch. Hope so bah! I hope i can rope in Someone to help me out and let her also experience and of coz make $$.

I'm going crazy over you, but somehow i think its one sided :(

Gibson ranted at Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Monday, May 23, 2005

My off days are flying by as though they only lasted for 5mins! Argh!!!

Spend the entire day at home yesturday to rest..been sleeping for few hours each day only..although i can sleep longer but i choose to take the other path. Its tiring but i'm willing to make the sacrifice. Hehe.

I'm sooooo much into songs from the 80s and early 90s. Downloaded like 20 songs from that period of time already lolx. Especially those songs that was once played during the days of me mao cow and gang hanging out at broadwalk..really miss those carefree days. We would slack all day long at that place..sometimes even till they close shop! lolx..too bad its no longer there anymore..Singapore should have more of such places.

Tmr start will be busy for me at work..but all i need is to tahan for 4 days! yeah..

Its been quite sometime since i last hear from someone..does she noe dat i miss her alot? Do i stand a chance to go out with her agian? *shrugz*

Gibson ranted at Monday, May 23, 2005

Friday, May 20, 2005

Back at work!! argh!!! my 3 days leave so fast over!!! noooooooooooooo~ but ok lah..the 3 days really enjoyed it alot! hahaha *wink* *wink*

Headed down to fishy's sch to support her yesturday with cow...and of all things me and cow have to wear the SAME black polo t-shirt! OMG. So GAY!..wait there's more to come! Fishy was wearing BLACK Polo-T too! And ALL sponsored by giordano! LOL indeed a very black day...anyway..yah went down fishy there and found a new and nice place to makan..although abit ex..but the surrounding very nice..yup..one nice place added to my list! after that went down for a game of pool while waiting for fishy to pack up her stuff before headed over to my house for MJ! luck wasn't on my side yesturday grr..but lucky last min cover abit if not i'm sooo dead. Pop by 85 for bar chor mee with them...before that we explored an abandon building at bedok..it was totally pitch dark..fishy was busy snapping away with her digicam lol..super fun!

Met tze yin online chatted with her awhile and off she goes to bed and i'm super stoned by that time hoho but its worth it..yeah! :D

Today work, tmr work, sunday monday off! haha..den work all the way till sat off all the way to wednesday! i think my boss wan me to have super "nua at home dun wan go work" feeling lolx! but ok lah..glad he looked after my welfare. He rOXOr!

As my msn nick goes...its been ages since i last had this feeling...i hope u r reading this and i hope u noe who u r and i hope things can progress coz i'm going mad abt u le~ :P

Gibson ranted at Friday, May 20, 2005

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Last night was one of the most enjoyable night i had although it was pretty short but i enjoyed every minute of it..*happy*

Went out to meet tze yin for dinner..went for sushi at bugis...pretty crowded man..when we arrive only left a few seats! Chatted alot with her..although we only know each other for like since december? but somehow we chatted like we are old friends..been quite sometime since i been able to talk to someone about anything and everything without even hiding anything behind. Yeah..after dinner brought her to C.A.N cafe for coffee..and of coz more conversations! wee~ As time was running out..she has to go home..thus i send her to clementi mrt before heading the other direction home. Hope she enjoyed every moment of it and i believe there are more to come! *of coz i had some hidden agenda, hiak hiak*

Today is my 2nd day of my leave..gonna slack at home prob catch some sleep and hopefully can catch someone online tonite..yeah..oh well..am i falling in it? I dunno but it seems more like it..dun wan to confirm anything yet though..hmmz

*I wished that things would progress further*

*prays*

Gibson ranted at Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

This has to be the quietest night that i have worked so far! By 11.30pm i have totally nothing to do at all and everyone is in their own room not walking around..so peaceful that i felt asleep and i woke up 4 hours later and things are still the same! O M G!

Today is the starting of another 3 day leave for me! Yay! finally i can sleep in peace not worrying about work! I need plenty of rest! and i mean PLENTY. My eyes are getting smaller by the minute..help!

2 days ago the rest came over for MJ...guess what! My First 13 yao in my life! Woot! Everyone was shocked even myself haha..was pretty lucky to get the cards i wanted at the starting of the game. Yeah! Roxor! *i wan more mj session!*

having some mini crisis going on in my life..hope can tide through..once these 2 mth is over it will be soooooo shiok! need a hug.

Gibson ranted at Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Sunday, May 15, 2005

I m down with FLU! yes. I caught a cold yesturday after waking up from my long sleep. Totally Ko...damn tired..its been ages since i last slept that long..normally only can sleep 4-5 hrs max...zzz

Its 6.15 am..i'm left with 1/5 of my work left to be done..Been up all night due to my sneezing..later the rest of the gang coming over for mj..another sleepless day for me agian..yawnZ! Hope i win some $$..hahaha..going super broke man..dunno how to survive for the next couple of mths..i need a high pay job!..hmmz ok not really high pay..enuff for me to survive and pay some of my family expenses can liao

Hope i can meet pat prob one of this weekday to pass her present. hehe.

Life pretty much boring now..no new games..no new things..very bored. Help?

Gibson ranted at Sunday, May 15, 2005

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

1st day of my 3 days off flew past in a flash! my god...argh..hope time flies slower..so i can relax abit!

Anyway been rotting at home clearing some of my stuff, playing my ps2..watching tv yeah..total shut out from office. dun wan them to disturb me...

won't be blogging much these few days till i get my brains working..its kinda in a slow mode now.

^_^

Gibson ranted at Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Friday, May 06, 2005

Birthday dedication for someone special!

Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to Tricia!
Happy birthday to you!

Yup..Happy sweet 22th birthday to Tricia! Hope all her dreams and wishes come true! *hugZ*

Gibson ranted at Friday, May 06, 2005

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Great! 2 days into my morning shift and i'm already 1/2 dead! totally cannot wake up in time for work! kaoZ! looking for kakis to makan buffet with me. Those interested please sms me time and date!

Today office nobody! Whole office sick! hahaha shiok! been msning and surfing da web since 8am. now its already 11am. Hmm..gonna take 2 off days nx wk another 2 the following mayb will increase to 3 days each week depending of no. of annual leaves i have left. Kanna force to clear..good also time for me to rest!

Tze yin last day at work will be on sunday...nt gonna see her often anymore.... :( well..hope we do keep in touch...shrugZ haiz.

Gibson ranted at Thursday, May 05, 2005

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

i'm soooo much into tennis! LOL surprise! yeah..been following tennis for the past 2 days..cool! Carlos Moya~ Marat Safin~

Hmm..there goes my off day in a flash...spend the entire day sleeping..rotting at home..downloading tons of mp3s...yeah juz found a nice song off one of my fren's fren blog. oh well..

This entire week working morning shift..i dunno how am i going to survive..waking up early now seems to demoralise me alot..my bio clock is so screwed...i'm wide awake now..which is like 11pm..i gotta start work at 7am..how how how?!

Hope what i have plan goes on smoothly...been quite lazy to blog recently...nothing much also..i'm still pondering about my report...hope i can get my leave soon been ages since i last took a long leave..yeah 2mths to go! Another phrase of my life is gonna start soon!

Excited yet Scared.

Gibson ranted at Tuesday, May 03, 2005