to be or not to be

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Had a very bad day yesturday...totally sux. I was in a super bad mood..for no reason...shrugZ...felt like i had no life...only work and sleep...no time to go out..no time to do any other stuff. Hate this kind of life..just look at my schedule next week...5days 12hr shift! My god...madness! On the bright side...4 out of 5 days i'm doing night shift...which means can slack and rest...but still -.-" Sometimes i do really hate my job...but compare to others...not that bad already... eg : i took pic with a rugby player! he rox!

Tuesday will be my medical checkup..hoho..wonder how will it be...shrugZ..

Pat's bday is coming..until now i have no idea what to get for her...gotta start cracking my brain soon...

Oh well..today 12hr agian...hope everything goes well.

I wish there is someone beside me now....*sad mood*

Gibson ranted at Sunday, February 27, 2005

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Super Yawnz!! hmmz..i'm still feeling sleepy after sleeping for most of the time yesturday...really pig manz! anyway..i'm back at work...my off day seems short..nv had the chance to do anything...zzz...

Had a super weird and disturbing dream last night...i was in the operating theater...found out i had brain tumor..going to die..chances of me surviving this operation is 50-50. All of the sudden someone came in...(shall not mention who..if you read on...those who noes me will noe who is she)...was shock to see her..she came in crying saying sorry...-.-" then...naturally tell her i'll be fine..dun worry...then suddenly next scene..my entire family/relative pop over...my mom saw her..she got angry and ask y is she here...blah blah blah scolded her....then i tell my mom its ok...forgive her...(i sort of protected her standing in front of her) my mom then cried...and respected my wishes...and went out..i turn back to her gave her a hug and tell her to wait for me... and then..the nurses shoo everyone out..next moment i noe..my alarm clock rang! shitz! end of dream! zz

Really makes me feel very uneasy now..although its just a dream..oh well...i'm pretty tired and slpy..hope my day will end faster...and then can go home sleep! yeah!

Btw glad tricia is back online! yay!

Ps: Pat next time whatever number u give me i'll juz add 1!! :P 2nd price open : 4331. ZZZzzZZ

Gibson ranted at Thursday, February 24, 2005

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

I'm eating my supper now...consist of soggy fries, chicken chunks and sweet and sour pork. OMG..totally -.-"...mayb not in the mood for such food.

Today saw the news about some toxic fumes in Melbourne Airport...dunno y suddenly my heart panic for awhile...was thinking abt someone over there..luckly they arrive 2wks ago..yeah! if not i'll be so super worried for her..and of coz my other friend.

"You will only regret it when someone/something is not there anymore" this phrase is so true..its happening to me now...for the past wk..i've been onli thinking of someone...i know its not really gd for me..but i can't control my emotions aye? ..When she is not around..i feel lost...all along i thought i treat her as someone close to me..but now i realise..its more than close..i treasure her more than any other things in my life.....so much that i screwed up things once before....now i'm afriad to screw things up agian...especially when things are just going just nice now...i'm only 1% confident things will go smoothly...99% i noe that things won't go what i wan it to be..although deep down inside i really want to make up for all those lost times for the past few years...i wan to be the one that she can turn to everyday everytime...but for now...i guess things are not up to that stage yet...i dun wan to break the barrier of the friendship we had...but yet i wan to take it a step higher...i have no idea how she see things btw us....oh well...just have to walk and see....who noes someone else pop up in my life..shrugZ..i'm confused.

Tmr will be the last of my night shift..hope i can get my pay early...i'm pretty broke now..frm nx mth start i better start saving up alot...zz...

You were once gone..but yet we met at the crossroad ahead agian...i am not willing to let you go this time...i hope in the end i'll be the one to walk down the road with you. Like you always say..lets put faith in god and see if our path really do meet up in the end..in any case...i'm happy to have you in my life :)

Gibson ranted at Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Saturday, February 19, 2005

wOOt...went to bushin-bo makan last nite...cost a whooping $41.79nett! omg! but not bad lah...once in awhile spurge on myself...yah..went with ethan, my makan kaki,..all those salmon, tempura prawn, lobster...tepanyaki *drools*

Went to catch Constantine after that...not a bad show....but nt up to my expectation.....mayb coz of all those hype made me though this movie was sooo gd..bah but still its a good movie to catch! Thats if you like those action pack, superhero kind of movie! Yeah! Love it when Keanu Reeves puts his arms together and open the gate to hell yeah! ROXOR! I'm still searching for the words he said when he was trying to release the demon from the girl body!

Bahzz...there goes my off day..gonna do night shift for the next 4 days...damnit..i hope they do show man utd-milan match on chn 5! If not gonna be damn disappointed coz can't watch the match! haiz.. *prays*

O Juliet, Juliet! wherefore art thou Juliet?

Gibson ranted at Saturday, February 19, 2005

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Hmmz...been days since i last blog! lolx..pretty tired when i get home after work...the only thing i want to do now is slp slp slp!! actually been sleeping quite alot already...reach home eat bath...wait awhile for hair to dry..den ZzZZzzZ...by 10 i'm ko already! omg! i'm getting weak! -.-"

Been chatting up with old friends like pat, jac, and a few other guys lately...nothing much either...at work i'm usually complaining to agnes...lolx She must have gone mad after hearing so much of my complains since tuesday! LOL Anyway..nothing much interesting going on...today got big function at work...so i guess its gonna be busy. btw tmr off day! yay! Anyone free for kopi?!?!?!? Supper!??! Juz give me a buzz!

Cheers

*YawnZ....i need a kick in the butt*

Gibson ranted at Thursday, February 17, 2005

Monday, February 14, 2005

Time flies by so fast...tmr will be the starting of my work..end of my leave...sadded! 1 week so fast over!! sianZ!

Yesturday was a busy day entertaining my relatives...it was a once a year gathering over at my place...chatting, gambling, makaning! yeah! it was fun! Anyway..dunno what else to say...juz want to spend my remainding hours before going back to work in peace! :P

Happy Vday to all of u out there!

*anyone wan to be my belated vday date?! LOL*

5 more mths to end of attachment! Yeah!

Gibson ranted at Monday, February 14, 2005

Saturday, February 12, 2005

By the time i finish this post..both Tricia and koh shd be in aust already....yeah...kinda in a stun mood...it was a emotional farewell to the both of them yesturday night...quite a number of us turn up at the airport..i was tricia's "bell boy" lolx! carried her bag for her all night..lots of hugs were given...esp to koh...well...like i said in the previous few posts..both of them are like family to me...i hope to visit them in july/august together with bo-shen. Memories keep flooding back when i reach home last night..couldn't really sleep well...oh well..takes time to adapt...on the bright side..we still can video conference tru msn! yeah..hope to see them doing well over there!

I bought my ipod yesturday! Didn't regret it..yeah~! it was cool....been carrying ard where-ever i go hahaha...

Today's gonna be hell..i hope time flies through quickly...68 check-ins...alone handling..dunno how sia...haiz...next wk schedule oso equally bad as this week...when i'm back on tuesday gonna do 7am-7pm till my off day den night shift all the way till the next off day...sometimes i do wonder...its good to really work so long hrs..coz got ot pay...and it will lessen my load of saving so much for my trip to aust...but den agian..its blardi tiring...dunno lah..cons and pros...thats all for now...

Oh yar did i mention koh's jc friend is kinda cute/pretty~ Her Initial is J.Y if i'm not mistaken hehe..too bad she's attached..but still hope to be friend with her :P

*prays everything will be smooth for you two, and we shall meet agian soon!*

Gibson ranted at Saturday, February 12, 2005

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Its the end of the 2nd day of chinese new year...its been a pretty bored cny this year..nothing much to do..been slacking all day long...and now i'm feeling like shitz...

Maybe coz...tricia is gonna go aust tmr...i'm still abit -.-"...afterall like i said she has been the only one that knows me well enough...and i'm already missing her company! no one to hear me fa lao shao..no one to be my fashion guru...no one go qc wif me...no one go shop wif me... sobs...hope this 1 year pass fast den we can go out together when she comes back! yeah! i will look forward to that day...or mayb i shall look forward to the day when i can go visit her hehe..

Well..i dunno...to me....she is one level higher den the term "close friends"...i need not put on any mask when i'm with her...i feel very natural with her...lolx like wat my friend said..if those pple saw us on the street they might think we are a pair..but actually we are nt...mayb soul mates? shrugZ..duno what to believe..all i noe is i enjoy being in her company..i hope she enjoys it too.

This thread will be dedicated to her....for she shall always be someone whom i'll hold dear in my heart! Hope you have a safe journey there and we shall meet up agian if i get to fly over or u fly back in a year's time. God bless.

Gibson ranted at Thursday, February 10, 2005

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Hohoho! all my shopping done! left my ipod thats remain to be seen. Went shopping and a hair cut yesturday with tricia..spend ard 200bux alone yesturday! zzzZz...tricia brought me to her saloon to have a haircut...wanted to change my hairstyle but can't imagine me in a diff look..thus droping the idea...den we went to fetch her bro hme..drop by tamp makan swensens! our main course came before our salad! wad sia!! Qc fail!!! next we went shopping for my new year clothes..yes she's now my part-time fashion guru! hahaha! bought a polo t, shirt n jeans n a necklace...new image though..no more those kind tshirt jeans...shruGzzz i feel weird...nice can liao..trust her taste...went to check out ipod price...now pondering between normal ipod or ipod mini...zzz how how?!?!?

Today's CNY eve...abit bored at hme...gonna busy for the next few days visiting lots of place...sat going back work! sure bz like hell...haiz...

Koh n Tricia leaving in 3 day's time...kinda feeling -.-"....

Pray for more angpao this year for everyone!! and pray for you 2 to be safe over there! *hugZ*

Gibson ranted at Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Wah lau...dont noe is i suay or what sia...came out early today to take cab though can reach work by 7...mei xiang dao...when i walk to the taxi stand i see..eh big new cab..so enter..never i realise its da "uncle who doesn't travel more than 80km/h" Ahhhhhhh!!! i almost pull all my hair out! His cab used to be those small small old kind one... -.-" totally speechless..when i know its him...i juz let out a big sigh in the cab LOL...no matter got car behind him or in front of him or totally nothing at all like today the front car was like 1232454353km in front...and the gap between ourself and the car behind was like 23434513km...he still travel below 80km/h!!!!! ON ECP!!! WAH super irritating...and he likes to step on half clutch after he change gear...he juz keep stepping and stepping making those irritating sound...dunno got logic or not....siao one...thou shall nv ever take cab in the morning agian! frm a 15-20min ride can become 25-30min ride
What SIA!! argH!!!!!

Anyway today working 12hr agian..cover guna shift as she got some urgent things to handle..well..ok lah...today shd be relaxing..very little check-in..and of coz can chat with someone hehehe! (agnes gonna shake head when she see this agian LOL)

Tmr meeting tricia go haircut with her..need a haircut badly...my hair getting longer...i need new clothes too!! prob shop around tamp..hope got something to buy arbo new yr no new clothes dunno what to wear...sianz....oh well...

Cheers!

Gibson ranted at Sunday, February 06, 2005

Saturday, February 05, 2005

Hmmz..ok having little sleep is a bad idea when i have so many things to do in the morning!! zzz

Had a great night out yesturday with koh and gang (gretel,pt,bo-shen,grace,ryan,gina,tricia) yeah!~ went to sketches makan didn't really impress me...my pasta was too soft..wasn't that great afterall? hmmz..who cares..really catch up time with gretel and grace, we 3-4 years nv see each other already~! glad both of them are doing well...den we headed out to hotel inter-continental for a drink..met swristy (dunno how to spell her name..opps!) and rishi. Had a brief chat with them. Yeah~! It was fun....anyway i'm super duper tired now...12hrs agian...later gonna be busy! boss come liao! cheers!

hmmz...hope boss go hme early so i can chat with her! :P

Gibson ranted at Saturday, February 05, 2005

Friday, February 04, 2005

Just had a very sinful breakfast! Potatoe Chips!! omg!!! nothing to eat here..my colleague working afternoon shift..if not he always buy breakfast...sobs...oh well..zzz

Today is gonna be a peaceful day..i hope...well mainly coz my boss won't be ard! yeah!! stress free!!! hoho...will be meeting tricia n gang after work for their farewell dinner at sketches...finally i'm going there to makan after nagging for 3yrs..hahaha can't wait to taste their pasta after hearing so much reviews about it...and yes i got my pay!!! Thx to my colleague over at HR coz i been pressing for my pay hahaha *evil*

Now i need to buy lots of clothes and spurge on myself! yeah!! btw..shd i get my ipod now...i can get it nw..but scared -.-"

Oh well...off to do my work..*prays everything goes well at work for me! and of coz her!* :D

aww...doesn't she look cute when she's working? *GrinZ* :P

Gibson ranted at Friday, February 04, 2005

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Wah super yawnz! feeling so tired...last night doze of on my sofa till ard 4am lolx!

I wan my pay...juz got notice that my pay might be delayed till monday. WTF...my new year clothes no need to buy liao lor...i no need go for haircut liao lor...i no need do alot of thing liao lor! PUI! They always like this one...like to drag drag drag...whats so hard to sign one blardi piece of paper! It doesn't take more than 10mins to juz go through and sign..so everyone will be happy! No brainers man..hate it when they like to drag my pay. Esp when i tell them I wan my pay by sat due to cny! Can't they be more understanding! TMD!

Anyway...2more hrs before i go to work...hope nothing much today...and i'll be doing back-back today..tmr 12hr shift..lagi sian....really hope everything goes well..arbo sigh...moral go down agian...dun like the feeling...yup! *prays*

Estoy dispuesto a tener la mano, usted tendrá la mina? hehe.

Gibson ranted at Thursday, February 03, 2005

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Woooohoooo man utd FLOORED arsenal 4-2! yeah!! lucky i sleep early last night if not i will surely miss this encounter! man utd ROXOR!

Yawnz...shd i slp or shd i juz stay up..its going to be 2 more hrs before i have to wake up to visit my grandma at the temple...well..i'm pretty tired nw...all those hype around the game has tone down...shrugZ..

Was pretty upset with DBS banking...all those rubbish they gave me...scared the hell out of me when i saw $100 i deposited yesturday went missing!...i called twice to their customer service and twice they let me waited for almost 15mins! MY god! Customer service?! shitz man...oh well...at the end of it..i manage to see my $100 in there..so yah thank god it wasn't some bogus site that hack my password..

Ok...hope today goes well everything at work..counting down to my leave...4 more days! YEAH!

Its pretty sweet to see someone whom you are attracted to working lolx..all her small small tiny actions juz makes me smile :P

Gibson ranted at Wednesday, February 02, 2005