to be or not to be

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Can anyone help me?!?! My ulcer on my tongue is killing me!!! can't eat well, sleep well, talk well! what the heck!

Its terrible!! Help!!! :(

Gibson ranted at Thursday, March 31, 2005

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Wah piang...another major earthquake to rock southeast asia...and my building was kinda rocking...those minor rock..but still u could feel as though its gonna collapse any moment! I was so uptight that i woke my mom up...i didn't believe at first..coz i though i'm juz tired..but my mom also felt it! then went back on net to check out with fishy and pat...then i noe what happen...zzz..amazing sg also can kanna when there is a huge land mass right in front of us...zzz

Anyway its back to work....my 2 off day juz flew by like this..omg...damn sian man..but ok lah..doing night shift for the rest of the week so not that bad...oh well..hmmz...Hope everything goes well...

Argh...my tongue got ulcer damn pain!!! and i can't talk properly!!

Gibson ranted at Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Saturday, March 26, 2005

YAY!!! my off day finally here!!! somemore 2 off days in a row! WOOT! finally i can take a breather! omg..been working like hell for the past dunno how many days..weeeeeee~~~

Meeting up with joleen for ktv session tmr...yeah..i need to scream my lungs out...then on monday prob i'll meet justin for lunch and cow for dinner. Yup...gonna enjoy myself...i haven't been touching my ps2 since cow n gang left my house! thats how no life i am man! zzz

Can't wait for 11pm to come..another 45mins more...gonna rush home watch soccer/play soccer on ps2 all night long! WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

Gibson ranted at Saturday, March 26, 2005

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Is Singapore safe? Thats the question which is hogging on to my mind for the past 3hrs. Have an elderly guest who check in with us yesturday...he is having trouble with his speech and his hands..and his memory. One look at him you will noe he is an easy prey for all da bastards out there who tries to cheat him or hurt him. True enough...today while walking back to the hotel..according to him, someone snatch his pouch containing 30 pounds, 4 usd, away from him...as he had trouble with speech..no one cared! WTF Singaporeans all bastard! see already no help KNN! DULAN. Anyway yah..he slowly made his way back to the hotel and he was like walking around aimlessly..sensing something wrong my colleague approach him and ask him what happen...we were having a hard time figuring what is he trying to convey to us...but we realise his pouch was missing and he confirm it..so we called the police. Police come also like chicken and duck talking..can't understand what is he trying to say...we manage to calm him down and wrote down what we wanted to ask..and ask him to like point out...and soon the whole picture came out that someone had snatch is pouch away from him. (Curse that bastard asshole die hard..kanna knock down by car..and kanna run over 12302348 million times by other vehicles!) There is nothing much the police could do also but to turn to the investigating officer. and bloody hell the bloody officer say going to be here at 6-7pm. NOW 9pm liao no one come! wtf!

Somehow i really admire yet feel sorry for this man...i admire his courage and his determination to travel round the world..*peep at his passport..he went to london, US, Fiji, timbucktu dunno correct spelling or nt* yah...and here he is ending up in sg. The problems he face i'm sure is far more jialat than what most of us face in our daily lifes...yet he still travels around..but he still kanna prey by those evil bastards out there. haiz..

Been pretty tired these few days...gonna be bored for the nx few days of my 3-11 shift...tzeyin gonna take a short trip to US on friday. Have fun gal! i'll be pretty bz for the next few days coz its a long weekend due to Good Friday. Yeah hope everything goes well.

Is there anyone out there who can hear me, anyone out there who can see me, anyone out there...who can feel me..

Gibson ranted at Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Why do people always link mirc chats with trojans and virus? don't they know that trojans and virus can be spread tru certain websites too? ARGH...stupid company...pass down a law say cannot surf web/chat/do whatever with the internet. What sia! dunno which kuku go tell my stupid manager that our com got virus all due to those factors abv. Yah rite! as if we so bo liao go search for virus and implant or we that stupid dunno how to see whats happening in the com. TMD damn pissed off. Worse..now the stupid manager took away our power to upgrade guest room. WTF now we must report to her b4 we can ugrade. SO damn bloody troublesome. AND all this happen in a space of ONE day. Bahz. Tahan tahan. *wish there is someone out there who can give me a big hug nw :(*

Anyway, had a super great time yesturday..it was a very blue moon that the entire gang (cow, kian,chua,fishy,jj,jacob,myself!) was free. They pop by my place for MJ and slack the night away...me,chua,cow and kian mj while the rest stone and watch anime/surf da web. LOL..and yes..i lost $17bucks! wad the hell..luck wasn't on my side last night...no matter how i change my card i still can't game. kaoz! fishy jj jacob n kian left ard 5..den left me chua and cow..played some stupid game and was luffing our butts off..si bei farny ..luff so hard until tears roll lolx. then we went to play some ps2..chua took a short nap den chua took over cow..cow turn to take a short nap..den cow took over me and my turn to slp..for all i noe we started at 630...when i slept its ard 730..the next moment i wake up..its 10 already. bloody hell..2 of them play non stop and i sleep like a pig! lolx..when they left..i ji tao head str8 to bed to catch some rest b4 coming back for work! damnit. spoil my day man..

Hmm...3 more hrs to go before knock off..pretty peaceful now..yeah!

I need a long break agian. Damn..still feeling abit guilty for the no-show lolx! missed the chance to meet up with jac and pat..bahZ

Gibson ranted at Sunday, March 20, 2005

Friday, March 18, 2005

Firstly..shall dedicate this thread to a very special fren of mine! :D

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Patricia
Happy birthday to you!

Yup..its patricia bday! and i can't attend her party. all becoz i had a last min call to cover my fren shift....zz feel damn guilty..anyway yah hope she had a great time! *hugZ*

We shall meet up one day!

Gibson ranted at Friday, March 18, 2005

wah..its been days since i last post...as usual..in office now..2.41am..bloody stoned..but can't really sleep well here..abit cold..and dun wan to knock out until cannot wake up..i'll prob take cat naps later...

Anyway i have no life these few days..sleeping has been my only pleasure..lolx..of coz enjoy playing my ps2 as well..i'm gonna be spending very very very very minimum for the course of next 3 mths..if possible i'm nt gonna put any cash in my wallet...gotta save up man..arbo die..zzz
well if i can spend only 5bucks for the entire of this week not including transport fee..i can survive! yah!

Hoho..tmr or rather later in the evening gotta go pat's bday celebration..zz gotta run off early coz of work..and i haven't get her anything yet oops. haha no worries..i have something in mind...shd be bah..

Ok till next time..i'm going off to do some other staff or mayb take a nap for now..ciaoz.

Gibson ranted at Friday, March 18, 2005

Saturday, March 12, 2005

. . . tuesday off...wed onwards 11-7 shift all the way! omg! gonna ZzZZzZ n bored to death in office :(

Anyway kinda fedup over someone...its juz a small thing only want to make it so big until the other party break down..i hate such person man..can't they just talk nicely1@# ARGH.

Couldn't wake up today..totally wanna snug in bed and sleep all day long...been doing long hrs for the past few days..today abit busy but got help around so not that bad..just hope it all end fast..another 8hrs to go..tmd...dunno how to survive liao...

Juz recieve an unpleasant news from someone last night. Shall not talk more about it.

Been pretty bored lately...after reading raves of reviews on gt4..decided to get it tmr after work! shall go down tamp and buy..yeah! i'm pretty much sleepy now..can't think str8...

Cheers

I hate being alone

Gibson ranted at Saturday, March 12, 2005

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Its a super duper ultra boring day! Firstly i have only 1 check in..i'm working till 7pm..agnes is on mc..no one to chat to..in the office only left me and jacinta. OMG. How to survive to 7pm!! i'm going nuts...

Anyway started the day bad..stupid caller on the line doesn't even know the name of the guest correctly and started to KPKB at me over the phone..in the end the name is Jacobus she tell me JAAP. WTF. and she is from some education centre..she can kiss my ass and die! after telling the the CORRECT guest name..she finally kept her mouth shut and ask me to transfer the call over. stupid biatch.

Hmm..bought Devil May Cry 3! totally roxor! tekken5 was kinda hard to get the hang of it..so is Def jam. New games = New goal! yay!..but the shop dun have GT4...sad leh..been waiting for the game....mayb its time to make a trip down to tamp.

Anyway i'm pretty much on budget now..can't spend much already...after paying so many stuff..and i just have enough for myself to survive till pay day arrives agian. Shucks.

Yawnz...

Gibson ranted at Thursday, March 10, 2005

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Wah piang! i'm super dead! Slept for 3hrs only and here i m back at work!

After work yesturday...send both tze yin and hwei jing to bugis mrt station then waited for ms to come meet me..hang around at the arcade for awhile..saw this VF evolution pro..13wins! omg..he knows all the trick in the book! yah..den went off to caesars for a drink..as usual whisky coke! yah..me, ms and emily sit there chatted till alvin came to meet us for dinner..Zz..went to billy bombers to makan..sux man the food..although its abit filling but..the quality not there..dunno y..juz dun like it..mayb i choose the wrong item bah..next went down to pool fusion for 3hrs of pool session..yeah..been ages since i last touch pool..well..first few rounds rusty abit lah..but after that ok liao..lolx! Played till 10+ then went back to caesars agian! 2nd round with amao..but only had like 2 glasses of it only..all of us working the next day cannot drink to much!

By the time i reach home its like 12+1..my god..and had to wake up at 345 to watch my soccer..Zz..lucky during half time i took a shower arbo i sure zZzz here now!

Yeah..its tiring but its been awhile since i last enjoyed myself...afterall work hard play hard! and yay finally my pay can get after 2pm! Sheesh...after clearing all my bills and debts..will not have much left but still going to get some stuff for myself..grr abit hungry nw :(

I still haven't get anything for pat yet..oops :p...haha shall go shopping this weekend and see see

Gibson ranted at Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Monday, March 07, 2005

Brr..Its 5am..i'm shivering in my office..damn bloody cold! well..i'm wearing 3/4 coz my jeans i lend to my fren as he forgets to bring his uniform so no choice lah..i'm his only saviour! lolx..then he works in the kitchen so it has the "oily" smell which i hate alot..ZzZ so cold until i can't sleep properly..and i have already set the aircon temp to 26°C!

Anyway after i knock off it will be my off day..which totally sux..coz i'll spend 1/2 of my day sleeping..and there is nothing much i can do..my pay haven't come..argh! what the hell..always delay my pay.

Its been a boring sunday night...i practically had nothing to do..no phone calls to answer..nothing! i rotted the whole night..well..mayb 1/2 of my night..yah..had tze yin to accompany me till she knock off..then i rotted till pat came online and chatted for awhile..then off she went and here i am...back at rotting agian!

Argh got pimple coming out..hate it when it happens..coz the "affected" area will be like so itchy and abit red..very uneasy! zzzz

My week's schedule gonna be tiring..morning shift all the way..dunno how to wake up liao..jialat..haiz..

Gibson ranted at Monday, March 07, 2005

Friday, March 04, 2005

Hmm..my bro got not bad for his o's..slightly better than me...at least he can choose certain course in SP! Hope he gets in..then from there..if he wants to change course he have to work hard..yeah *prays*

Pes A! omg!!...oh well...whether its pes a,b or c i still have to go tru ns...chiong ah!!..yeah!..bloody medic prick my finger 2 time coz he first timer dunno how to take blood sample..he press n press not much blood come out..his officer then step in and teach him the correct way lolx!

Today is the start of my night shift...yeah..super bored...dunno what else to do..i'm slacking since 8pm...haiz...i need a short break..take a holiday or something..although its been only like 2 weeks since my long break? lolx! :P

Recently someone just ask me this qns..."why can someone forget his/her partner when he/she really likes/love him/her even after they nw just normal friends" ok sound complicated but i would say..its becoz they choose not to remain in this frame of time and choose to carry on forward..yeah...and i have a confession to make...yeah..i'm attracted to ya....although i noe that its rather weird..and i noe its abit impossible...but who noes what the future might install for us..as friends..or mayb more then dat? Shall see where fate brings us to....dunno will you be reading this or nt..shrugZ

Not sure if i'm gonna carry on my plan to aussie..due to a few reasons..i've shelved it aside...i badly want to go there..visit both of them..and enjoy myself!! but then..at the moment now..i can't leave here...shrugZ..shall leave this to god to plan the path..yeah..

Ok..shall post more in the next few days..gonna rot till 2am then start working...den slp! yeah!

Good luck to those taking A's result tmr...esp u! :)

Gibson ranted at Friday, March 04, 2005