to be or not to be

Friday, April 29, 2005

Wah 6 days since i last post something..zzzz can't even remember how i spend my week..super tired at work now..2 more hrs to go..btw its 5.20am! grr!

Anyway..serene yeo sms me yesturday! omg..been ages since i hear frm her..let alone see her..i would say..5 years or more?! yeah..kinda surprised she still has my phone number lolx. oh well...its time to catch up with all my kakis..

finally its the month of may! i'm gonna clear alot of leave this mth...need lots of rest...need to take a break from work..need to start my report! need to..hmm go for practical driving lesson! Yeah! I passed my btt! lolx...not surprising...knew i would pass after my 2nd or 3rd try. Yeah. Shd be able to start lesson next week or so..i wan get my license ASAP!!

Counting down to my end of attachment..2mths to go! SHIOK! hope everything goes well..

Gibson ranted at Friday, April 29, 2005

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Its saturday..finally...but shucks..gotta wake up early tmr..working 10-6..zzz..and i'm leaving work tonite at 11! think i gonna have only 5 hrs of sleep..oh well who cares...anyway

spend last night watching initial d extra stage which my bro borrowed from dunno where...damn cool! maybe i shall get the entire collection soon..yeah! i need to get a haircut soon...i hope...hair getting too long..can tie short ponytail already lolx...still gathering comments whether shd i style it or leave it the way it is...shrugZ

Saw something today shall nt mention what it is...anyway my heart sort of ache when tat happen...yah...unless ya seeing this..if nt guess u will nv noe hmmz..shrugZ...oh well...another 1hr before i can go home..prob watch soccer all night long..tmr another busy morning for me..lucky i'm the mid shift guy so i dun get to do much hahaha.

Gibson ranted at Saturday, April 23, 2005

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Woot! i'm back at work! Just took my basic theory yesturday. and i was late for the test! bloody traffic jam all the way frm enuos to comfort driving centre! and the bloody fare is $9.00. Thats like what i need to get from my home to my office!!! argh!! yah..took the test..counted had onli 3 wrongs i hope. Oh well.grr!

Hmm..been pretty bored at home recently...watch lots of tv shows...its like ages since i sat down at the tv and watch show after show for at least 4 hours. lolx...watch temptation island last night..pretty sad thing..5 couples went in..only 2 couples made it out intact..the rest broke up! So damn shitty...reminds me of the past during those trouble times when my other half had to break the news to me..and sort of stun by the decision..yah..exactly how the guys feel at that time. Its pretty brainless to put the relationship at stake by going through such nonsense..but dunch you feel that everyday is just like temptation island? When one is in a relationship..there are bound to be some idoit that will pop-in and ka chiao the relationship..no matter how strong the relationship is..as long as one gives way..thats it. Sayonara. What can we do?! Nothing..no matter how much we plead how much effort we put in..it just take one ass to jump into the picture and everything will be destroyed. Lol..yup..so far none has convince me that i'm wrong..still waiting for someone to prove it wrong to me..wuahaha.

Its 6.40 already...another 4 hours to go...i'm already broke by this time of the month...hope my pay do come in abit faster this time round...but what the hell i still have lots of debts to clear...argh..guess i'm gonna be broke agian next mth or so.

Lonely.

Gibson ranted at Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Friday, April 15, 2005

Yes..i'm back at work..damnit..my moral now super duper low..i have no idea why...i can't seem to have enough rest..normally one would be refresh after a short break..i'm the opposite..i feel tired and want more off days! grr!!

Moreover..due to some idoits at work..now at night i can't off the lights...and i hate it..i know its for my own gd..as recently certain incident has prompt my fcuking manager to keep spot check on us..dunno for wad..its bloody stupid...and the lights are super glaring at night. damnit..i used to off the lights now i can't off it..argh! Bloody hell!. Yes i'm cursing at the 2 idoits who causes so much trouble recently to everyone at work!

Very bored...someone please inject life in me?!?!?.....hmmz i seems to be repeating myself for a few threads...watever.

3mths more to ORD. 2mths more to 10-6 shift! Tahan!!!

i need a hug.

Gibson ranted at Friday, April 15, 2005

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Off day! AT LAST!!! i need alot of sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!

What to do what to dooooo...i have finally settle what i need to settle...hmmz oh well...fifa street is cool..but can get boring at times...same tricks here and there..zzz

I should start writing on my 24k word report..3 more mths to end of attachment! alrite!

bored bored bored! someone pls kick me in da butt!

Gibson ranted at Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Sunday, April 10, 2005

This year is a very screwed up year for me..zzz...nothing seems to be going smoothly as what i planned..hmmz..time for some changes??

Anyway went to meet up with mao n friends, ms n gal, edo, jj, jacob, kian at caesars after work yesturday..me n ms was practically drinking whatever we could find on the table...until he 1/2 ko. kian suggested mj..so they came over...edo left within 5mins..jj n jacob took over..and yah..ms was DEAD. yes DEAD. managed to shake him up arbo no mj :( ...in the end..i lose to everyone! wad the hell...by the time we end the game..its 630 am..and its like everyone is ko-ing soon..worse...ms puked at my lobby! omg..lucky got box there arbo puke all over the floor...anyway..guna called said one of my colleague was on mc..yes..kanna screwed agian...tmd...no sleep...alcohol lvl quite high...n i have to be at work by 10am! WTF...now i'm practically stonning myself at work. hoping time flies past faster..argh..what a screwed up day...

The only consolation is someone is working today! YAY *grinz* been ages since i last saw her..hmmz...oh well

any shoulder for me to lie on now? i'm pretty tired!

Gibson ranted at Sunday, April 10, 2005

Friday, April 08, 2005

Haiz...dunno what to say..pay not in yet..gotta wait till monday...damn screw up this bloody company...totally pissed off by the way they work..must go tru this n that...and when got mistake only they can immediately question you without fail..tmd..to all my friends out there DO NOT SUPPORT CATHAY.

Yes i'm that bloody screwed by them..zz gonna be totally broke soon if they still dun wan pay me. PUI

Anyway..its friday already...nothing much happening these few days...tze yin is back frm states...someone i noe is gonna move hse soon..and working 3-11 shift sux totally...dunno what to do...and yah...i need more MJ sessions...hmmz...oh well..

feeling lonely lolx....

Gibson ranted at Friday, April 08, 2005

Monday, April 04, 2005

6 more hours before my off day! zzzZ..seems like ages since my last off..but its only like 1 week ago...anyway pretty much sick/weak these few days becoz of my damn ulcer...its still there..but not as painful as before..at least now i can start eating but feeling uncomfortable..gonna c a doc tmr..mayb get a day mc or two? :P

Its a boring week...i need time to catch up with my sleep....and of coz need time to relax...dunno what to do really..dun have any plans yet..shall see how it goes...this entire week gonna be working 3-11...no life shift...yah..what m i suppose to do..zzz..i'm starting to lose interest in alot of things...starting to get very very lazy lolx...feel like lazing in bed all day long..eat in bed watch tv in bed play ps2 in bed...hahaha ultra pig! yeah! tats me!

Ok..till next time..lets see how my week progress on..zz ciaoZ!

Gibson ranted at Monday, April 04, 2005

Friday, April 01, 2005

Me here wishing jac a very happy 21st birthday! Hope all your dreams come true!

Anyway..i need to see a doc if my bloody ulcer doesn't heal! its getting bigger n bigger..not forgetting more n more uncomfortable...when i speak i speak like i have short tongue and lots of saliva in my mouth...porridge for every single meal since i had this bloody shitty ulcer! argh! not forgetting i can't sleep well too! :(

Gibson ranted at Friday, April 01, 2005