to be or not to be

Monday, November 29, 2004

Hmm...wonder whats wrong with my bio clock these past few weeks...i'm ultra ultra tired at the stroke of 11pm..and always have to rush to catch the morning train lolx..

God answered my wishes! lolx..its abit ridiculous but its true..on friday night i wished someone could save me from my plight at work...and surprisingly..i came through..heavy checkout..but no check in!!! and there was suppose to be a big group checking in during my shift. wuahahaha was damn happy when the clock strikes 3pm!

Anyway went to cousin hse last evening for a mini gathering..haha had pizza (been ages since i last ate pizza..btw the christmas pizza thingy frm pizza hut..nice..but i hate the nut, think its almond. makes it taste weird..hmmz not a nut person) , btw the sofa from my cousin hse is arriving tmr! yay..new sofa new look to my living room! wonder does it blend well with my living room or nt..hiak hiak...i'm soooooooo hungry now...wonder when is dinner ready...

November is going to end in a day time!! YAY!!!!

Gibson ranted at Monday, November 29, 2004

Friday, November 26, 2004

wah piangZ

Song of the moment : Keane - Somewhere only we know

Have you seen a father who is sooo tired that he juz hold the milk bottle at his little child mouth and fell asleep until his poor kid got choked? lolx...it was a funny/sad sight. Was on my way home on the mrt, suddenly this tired looking guy was sitting on the right of me...he was totally nodding away while holding the milk bottle -.-" anyway that little boy..or was it a gal? hmmz..yah very cute hahaha..

November is a bloody suay month for me...first whatever i look forward to doesn't seem to come, instead it goes further n further, next i lost someone close to me, then i got into an accident, now i'm pretty broke till payday, and i LOST 30 bucks from my float today! Wonder why do i work so hard everyday till everytime i reach home, i can just slp until the next day wake up go to work...zzz

My God...how suay can someone be man...can anyone match up to this kind of nonsense?

Tomorrow will be another long day..heavy check-in, heavy check-out argh!!!!! can someone save me from my plight!!

Gibson ranted at Friday, November 26, 2004

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Its been a long time since........

Was having a nice dream about dunno what..when all of the sudden my hp has to ring and its my supervisor calling from office..coz i nv do something the prev night before i knock off...kaoz..to think i actually ot till abt 12am when i'm suppose to go back at 11pm...ZzZZ

Anywayz...met up with elynn on irc..was chatting with her until late noon then off she goes...dunno to where haahaha..zzz...then i was suppose to go collect my results about 4pm+ (yes..i know i been saying week in week out and its not done :Þ), all of the sudden it started raining at 3pm!..damnit..of all times must rain at that time..until i was soooo no mood to go out...but still went out to meet up with justin, kevin and joyce...all of us were late so we decided to hand over our letters to joyce and ask her collect on our behalf...chatted with them for an hour plus before heading off to our own destinations....

As i was saying on the topic..its been a while since i last walked around city-link, suntec, marina square area...lots of memories floods back....but at least it was happy memories...thought alot while window shopping along the shops....till i saw this familiar face...its one of my close friend from sec sch, one whom gone through some hardship together with me, Mr Brian Pan..hahaha..anyway was happy to see him...damn long never catch up with him since the day he went Raffles Hotel for attachment....had a brief chat with him and off he went back to work...hmmz...back to my topic...yah..did had some very tough decisions tough thinking when i was walking around...realised how much it hurt at times, how much it brings a smile out of me at times...realised that as long as she is happy that will do.....whats has happen to us, its all already in the past...i want to forget it..and hope to be just a friend there for her when she falls...well...foolish of me? lolx..maybe thats why they call love is blind..or to love is to give..and not to recieve....haha..as hms quit msg always says...life is good and life goes on... :)

Wonder will she ever see this...since she hates me so much lolx..

Gibson ranted at Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Its raining..

Rain has been pouring since 9.30pm...shucks..shd have sleep longer..now i'm so wide awake in this fabulous weather to sleep! ARGH!!!

Work was fun and fast day...i look at my watch 5 times only and its 7pm..time to go home..lolx time really flies...wanted to meet up with the rest of the gang those who are free..but seems like no one is ard...no choice had dinner with my family den headed home...sux...its a boring friday night at home..finishing my 3pegs of whisky hahaha! Miss the taste of it man...met fishy online..were discussing about cars...still...i love my fairlady :P if god could grant me a wish..i want either a fairlady or a rx8 hahaha..if god says its too expensive..i'll settle with a volks beetle..or a mazda 6..if god still say no...a nissan sunny will do....if still no...den thou shall earn my own $$ n get one! hahaha abit crazy here...anyway kinda feel bad...didn't manage to cheer someone up...she was pretty down..i could sense it but yet..i didn't noe how to cheer her up...hmmz...i'm a baddie...hope she's feeling much better now..

Time for some ps2 b4 i retire to bed...hmmz...

Miss your laughter...recover fast aye :)

Gibson ranted at Saturday, November 20, 2004

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Pissed OFF!

NEVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE I GOT SO PISSED OFF!!!!

Wtf! To think someone could be actually so cruel, so no sense of responsibility, so bloody no moral teachings. what a fuking bitch she is. YES ITS U BITCH! READ MY LIPS. B.I.T.C.H. and congratulations you are the first person in my 21yrs of life to enter my permanent HATE list.

so bloody pissed off with someone who xploited who i am.....she could actually turn her words and ignore the fact she is the one who carried things to far and now she doesn't want to take on the responsibilies. FUCK. i done nothing in the entire past 2 wks to her..only msg her abt that thing n my accident..now she says i'm pestering her WTF.....its only 3 sms in 2wks and its urgent! KNN...goes to shows how a person can fucking stab you in the back without you realising it...and also how someone who you trust totally turn n kill you instead. PUI.

Thou Shall NOT any-o-how TRUST anyone that easily ANYMORE.

~~Thou shall curse you with my blood and soul you will recieve retributions in the future!~~

This goes out to EVERYONE out there who TRIES to step on my tail...i'll make sure i return it back to you 10X the amt and suffering.

Yes i'm evil now. No More MR NICE GUY.

Gibson ranted at Thursday, November 18, 2004

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Off !!!

Yay!! i'm off at last!!! i need some bloody good rest after working so hard for the past few days...
yesturday i tried climbing up 7 flight of stairs..and going down...at the end of it..my knee almost gave way lolx!...i couldn't walk properly after that!

Met up with justin yesturday night for supper at 85...both of us were abit stoned...hahaha..but we each ate 1 bowl of porridge and 1 bowl of bar chor mee! We actually planned to go back sch to take our final transcript...but i'm juz too lazy nw...haha..

Came home..chatted till 4am...finally retired to bed...

How i wished i known u earlier...or way later....haiz

Gibson ranted at Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Monday, November 15, 2004

Leg aches

Song of the moment: Dreamz FM - Should i stay

zzz...hate it when end of the day my leg aches like hell...my knees are juz weak after what has happen..zzz

Gibson ranted at Monday, November 15, 2004

Work Work Work..zz

Yawn...been sleeping all day since i got home yesturday.....only managed to wake up around 9pm...by the time my dinner was already cold on the table -.-.....had a very nice time chatting with someone the night before...*winkz*...actually was suppose to have mahjong session with edo cow and kian..but in the end had to be cancelled coz i working the nx morning...(pai seh guys...nx time den we arrange agian)

work was busy yesturday...but kinda impressed by myself..managed to handle everything without any prob! My leg is still swollen...the pain is still there but now i can walk with ease..without limping...still yet i can't stand too long nor i can climb down or up the stairs properly...zzz everyday after work sure ache...and my stupid management ain't concern at all!Pui

Oh well...i'm at work now...7 hrs more before i can go home...zzzz...

Where have you gone to.....

Gibson ranted at Monday, November 15, 2004

Sunday, November 14, 2004

14/11/2004

To let go of the past or to keep it as a wonderful memory?

I don't know...dunno y suddenly feeling down...zzz...muz b those usual mood swings i used to have in the past lolx...anyway..my leg is getting better..at least its not as pain as yesturday..now i can stand up without much pain....but still uncomfortable with my movement around..been walking very slow today lolx...juz hope it slowly recover..pondering of whether to take wed urgent leave or mc..den thursday i off..mayb i shd..but dunno if got pple cover me or nt..zzz
oh well..in another 7hrs time i'll b off to work agian...

wonder what kind of company is this man...staff injured nv ask staff to take mc rest..still wan them come back for work -.-"

i think i m really relying on u alot...how how how...zz

Gibson ranted at Sunday, November 14, 2004

Friday, November 12, 2004

Thanks..

These are the few pple i wan to say a big thank you to :

1) Ms,Edo,Jacob - For being there immediately when i called you guys! You all roxor!
2) God - For letting me live one more day :D
3) My colleague - For pulling me aside (i think so) when the bike flew on me
4) Passer bys - For asking me if i'm ok when i'm on the ground
5) The Tp Officer - For being sooo concern abt my injury (mayb its their sop but den its still a concern)

Had a freak accident on the way home yesturday, was waiting for a cab with uncle Toh, suddenly a cab from the left lane swirve all the way in without noticing a bike going straight..the bike hit the side of the taxi, n flew in my direction hitting my leg..,i fell on the grd immediately...kinda shock..felt pain on my shin, tot was broken, luckily i could stand up n walk to the side n take i sit..immediately called ms n gang as they were nearby..they rush down all the way..(Thanks guys realli!)..tp came, ambulance came the driver of the bike fractured his ankle..send to hospital..while ms n gang send me to CGH..force me to sit on wheel chair..n the stupid doc didn't even wan to give me MC..screw him! My parents rush down immediately to check on me..luckily everything was ok..but den today..my knee hurts like hell..getting swollen..hope i nv break any bones man...

Haiz..what an eventful day...feel like going out later..haha

Gibson ranted at Friday, November 12, 2004

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Boring...

Song of the moment : Maroon 5 - She will be loved

Feeling so damn bored now...finish clearing up my blog...at last..but still long way to go before i figure out how to add some stuff in..got bored of playing ps2...prob the hunger is taking over my brain...argh...

Tmr is deepavali...my god..time flies...n i have work tmr...this sux man...hmmz..what should i do now???? Net is getting boring...

Sat is her bday...though its over...but still..haiz...

Gibson ranted at Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

hmmz

Almost late for work!!!

Slept alittle late after chatting wif a fren online...but its worth while....afterall...i do cherish our friendship..she was just right here beside me cheering me up as a friend when i need someone badly...Thanks gal. really appreciate it. :)

Work was boring today..2 check out!!! spend the entire day staring at the blank space in front of me..lolx...met up with cow after work...went to kick some ass playing vs2002..in the end lose to them haha...stroll ard tamp central b4 heading home...wanted to get some ps2 games..but decided nt to till i know which title i really wan.

I'm begaining to rely on someone very much...m i doing the right thing? bahz..mayb i shd step back alittle :)

Gibson ranted at Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Monday, November 08, 2004

Haiz.

Is it true time will heal all wounds? How i wish time could travel faster....my wounds r open...scars will remain to remind me of this unhappy past...it will always be part of me where ever i go..where ever i turn...haiz...

I read one of the blogs under ms fren list...came across one of the entries...which i totally agree to what she has said...life has to go on..oh well...tmr is back to work..after 2 day of rest...wished i could have the entire wk off...bahz

Gibson ranted at Monday, November 08, 2004

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Com up!

Finally com up...but still abit -.-"
oh well...mayb during that 1 wk of not using my com...gives me time to think through alot of things....
anyway it doesn't really matter anymore...what really matter is that i'm back~

Gibson ranted at Sunday, November 07, 2004