Gibson ranted at Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Today saw the news about some toxic fumes in Melbourne Airport...dunno y suddenly my heart panic for awhile...was thinking abt someone over there..luckly they arrive 2wks ago..yeah! if not i'll be so super worried for her..and of coz my other friend.
"You will only regret it when someone/something is not there anymore" this phrase is so true..its happening to me now...for the past wk..i've been onli thinking of someone...i know its not really gd for me..but i can't control my emotions aye? ..When she is not around..i feel lost...all along i thought i treat her as someone close to me..but now i realise..its more than close..i treasure her more than any other things in my life.....so much that i screwed up things once before....now i'm afriad to screw things up agian...especially when things are just going just nice now...i'm only 1% confident things will go smoothly...99% i noe that things won't go what i wan it to be..although deep down inside i really want to make up for all those lost times for the past few years...i wan to be the one that she can turn to everyday everytime...but for now...i guess things are not up to that stage yet...i dun wan to break the barrier of the friendship we had...but yet i wan to take it a step higher...i have no idea how she see things btw us....oh well...just have to walk and see....who noes someone else pop up in my life..shrugZ..i'm confused.
Tmr will be the last of my night shift..hope i can get my pay early...i'm pretty broke now..frm nx mth start i better start saving up alot...zz...
You were once gone..but yet we met at the crossroad ahead agian...i am not willing to let you go this time...i hope in the end i'll be the one to walk down the road with you. Like you always say..lets put faith in god and see if our path really do meet up in the end..in any case...i'm happy to have you in my life :)
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