Gibson ranted at Tuesday, December 28, 2004
2004 was a very very very very bad year for me...i have no idea why but everything was messy, bad... i have no idea what word can describe it man. lolx. Made new friends, lost a few things here and there...financially wise still the same lolx..trying to survive...and now that have a stupid job that makes 2004 even a worse year.
January-April
This is the only period of time where i can say its been one of the most enjoyable time of 2004. Partly its because my r/s was improving on a daily basis...and more over its my last part of my shatec days before i go out for my 1year attachment. All these makes me cherish almost every thing. Was very very happy during that time.
May-September
This is part 1 of 2 of the worst period of time during 2004. Never in my life i could imagine something i put into so much is going to end right before my very eyes. Nothing was going well for me at that time...be it financially, emotionally, physically. Financially wise was due to well as usual her, my spendings and my other external factors. Emotionally wise..well need i say more? lolx. physically i was so garang in for my attachment that i work like hell during my 1st 2mths on the job. anything they throw at me i take and do. Made a few new friends during that period of time...not sure if i made new enemies though lolx...Well sucky mths for me.
Oct & November
I think never in my 21years of life i been so unlucky and depressed before. As i said earlier my life was going downhill...and during these 2 mths..it reach rock bottom! Maybe it even dug a hole and go even further down!. Firstly during november, my nightmare came true. I sank into depression that no one actually noes abt it mayb except for one or two closer frens. I wanted to hide myself from the world or end everything there and then so badly. I remembered one day during work when i was having depression, whatever i drink/eat i puke it all out that i had to take 1/2 day leave. It took me quite awhile to get a hold of myself. Worst of all...i met with an accident which i was lucky to be alive and kicking. Lucky thing for me i have the best friends in the world who tide me through this horrible month. Kudos to them!
December
December for me is a very hectic month due to my work commitment. I work non-stop like crazy..its so physically and mentally demanding. I have tide it all through already and screw this job man..due to management problem, i've decided to find a new place to work..only waiting for green light and off i go! Agian..i made a few new frens, found 1 or 2 old frens. Esp joyce yeah! we been accompanying each other whenever we are free haha...oh well...xmas is going to over soon, my bday and new year are coming. Yeah! I love December!
Overall...i can conclude life has its ups and downs, i just have to live through it day by day and experience it. I'm gonna use ms quiting msg agian, Life is good and Life goes on!
Special thanks to Mingshen,fishy,jacob,kian,chua,edo,joyce,tricia,koh,rachel,justin,joleen,cynthia, "her",ethan,amao,and many more friend and enemies out there who made my 2004 an eventful year! Hope 2005 will be a better year for everyone of us out there! Cheers!
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