to be or not to be

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Nv had such feelings before...i'm soooo sick of work that i had to drag myself off my chair. Really damn low in spirit now...no motivation or what so ever to work...no incentives...my off days are short...i try to enjoy as much as i can yet..it never seems enough...mayb i had overworked myself and need a long break from work..zzz the only days i can actually think of getting long leave is actually 28th,29th,30th. mayb i shall juz take it..dun care...the management team will settle their manpower themselves. haiz...

I'm in my office now staring at the wedding guests walking around my reception area...my boss had gone home...at least i have some peace...then agian..mayb not...i dunno what to do...zzz...life is so sucky..one moment i'm sitting at Holiday Inn eating buffet with my relatives, the next moment i'm working my ass off in some hotel. How i wish this blardi hotel would actually employ more people just to cover our shift work in case we take mc/goes on leave/off day. Sometimes i really do want to take/keng mc just to stay at home n rest so for the next few days/wks i feel more refreshed...but yet i can't...if i take..the rest of my dept gotta work ot...and i dun wan to be a bastard...argh....stingy management...lousy hotel sux sux sux.

I need your motivation...although i noe it may seems impossible for us...but...

Gibson ranted at Sunday, December 12, 2004

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