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2009-08-01T10:24:00.003+08:00

Wonder who still remember this blog.

LOL. 1st post after 3 yrs odd.

Its been ages...been through so many things recently...looking back..i've lost my life..lost someone precious which at the look of things currently, no way of getting back.

I juz need my life back again.

2006-05-06T14:44:00.000+08:00

sux....boring fri and sat. Totally no program on....everyone bz with work or rotting at home somewhere...zzz...

haiz...

2006-04-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

Haven't had this feeling for a very long time...........will it last forever?

Anyway....lots of things been happening....abit lazy update in this post...will update on a later post.......

missing . . . . .u

2006-03-26T08:42:00.000+08:00

Missed Michelle's bday party! omg..got home late decided its not right to be there at like close to midnight..thus gonna meet her someother day to pass her present...anyway

Met up with ms, lyvia and fiona!! been quite awhile since i last saw her!! haha..went down bq had a few drinks...got abit tipsy...mayb coz the way i drink bah...oh well..

Nx send lyvia to liquidroom....took a short walk frm bq..yeah...the walk woke me up abit if nt i'll be like so slpy...something happen last night which i think i haven't really been feeling that way for a very very long time

Work sux ALOT now...dunno is they wan qie me or letting me get use to it...but wah lau my shift totally sux!!! very stressed up..tmd...i think i gotta go out de-stress on monday before my shift start of tuesday AGIAN..super fast loh...

2006-03-22T18:57:00.000+08:00

Been late night out to simpang/drinking throughout the whole week with lyvia, ms and his sis and bf. Yeah! Totally rox...coz we all stay so close to each other anytime can juz call n we will be down! hoho!

Last night was suppose to be the usual supper night wif lyvia n gang but in the end went to partyworld chinatown sing till 3am! omg..totally gone when i reach hme..heng today not much duty to do...oh well...

Planning to take my off in april..pending on lyvia whether she can go fha wif me..if nt i ownself go agian..sian! Dunno lah..april a sux month...hopefully no need to stay in if nt i really damn sian loh..nothing to do in camp one....

Hmm sat shd be another outing day for me..have to be at michelle's bday party in the evening den after that i shd be meeting the usual for drink if nt supper depending wads the plan..my pocket hole getting bigger sia..must find ways to make it smaller...haiz!

Cheers!

2006-03-10T19:43:00.000+08:00

Sian leh!! Friday night no one free!! Bahz...Tmr got to go back for rt training hopefully end early...just completed my first live base run for my time in gombak...lol pretty easy..still got energy to go gym after that..and guess wat! I'm onli 57.1kg!!! yay!!! b4 bmt i'm like 65kg hoho!
gonna keep it below 60kg..i hope...

Work is getting better...at least i'm used to it already...but gonna be siong coz i'm doing some high lvl stuff...dunno how sia...

Tmr confirm will be heading down to caesars. Pple pls do come down! :D

2006-03-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

Back from Ktv session with ms, kian, and the pgu guys...yeah~~ very long no go ktv liaoz. LOL

Went for dinner at Seah Street, pretty good food there, total bill was ard 56 for the six of us...yeah! after that we went our ways...me n cow headed for caesars for a couple of drinks while the rest headed towards bugis..

Range yesturday was cool...first time using SAR21....yah..pretty much ok...was bloody tired when i got home...totally knocked out...due to the fact onli had 2 hrs of slp the prev day...overnite mj! hahaha hope there will be more of such activities in the future!

Tmr will be headed to caesars agian...but nt confirm...tuesday oso..any party interested pls do give me a buzz :D

2006-02-28T20:32:00.000+08:00

wah piang! 4hrs of sleep for the past 3 days + all the afternoon runs around my camp in the hot sun = stoned!

Hahaha..been enjoying myself alot recently...out drinking/supper wif ms fiona fishy amaoz lydia till late at nite....yay! Oh well...tmr will be the starting of my ojt period...hopefully everything goes well...abit stressful these few days in camp...

Plans for the week :

Wed: going home for dinner and catch my CSI

Thurs: Hopefully can meet up with joleen for dinner (nt cfm)

Fri and Sun : Another day nt planned yet...maybe meeting ms...another drinking session? Yeah!

Sat i'm having range...nt sure when i will finish sia..hopefully early if nt very sianz....

People!!! Msg me!!! sms me!!! i'm bored!!!!

2006-02-24T19:32:00.000+08:00

hmmz! finally 8-5 job! yay!!! but for 2 wks onli...and the place is freeeeeeeeeeeeeeaking far from my home...kaoz..today i take bus home..leave work at 5...bloody hell 615 i still at kallang..totally buay tahan i got off n took mrt instead..bahz..

Anyway..went down to meet cow for dinner yest...headed to caesars for a few drinks...mao poped by...then fiona dropped by..den the lady whose name i can't remember drop by! omg...gathering sia...we all then went for supper at simpang...as usual had prata bomb..my god...i miss eating prata..been ages ever since i got into my new unit..that i can come out on at weekday nite to eat prata! ha!..oh well...by the time i reach home was 12+ almost 1...totally dead on my bed..almost couldn't wake up this morning lol!

BahZ tmr is sat...who is free?!!?!? jio me out thx!! i ultra sian!!!

2006-02-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

By the request of Ms Shiya aka Sha dong dong, i shall try to update my blog regularly...

Bahz! Going to pop soon in 3 days time...hopefuly my next unit will not be as bad as i thought. Anyway shall nt talk abt army here! Sux man!! Everyday army oso sian

Ha. My whole family sick sia! i 1 week not at home..whole family pengZ. Youngest bro sick for 1 wk liao..my mom dunno always headache..dad had tummy upset...my 2nd bro ok lah no sick. LOL

Shall stop here till my engine start working agian.. :)

Thanks for being there my friend! *hugZ*

2005-12-26T13:57:00.000+08:00

Its been a wonderful xmas!

U made my day! :)

2005-12-17T14:18:00.000+08:00

Its hard to forgive someone who hurt u deeply

Its hard to love someone who hurt u deeply

Its hard to keep everything inside n suffer silently

Its hard to live the life that i ain't want it to be

Its hard to smile at people who luffs at the silly actions you make.

But yet all these i have overcome it..and nw i'm totally confused/upset.

Over what i have no idea. Need peace.

Ns took away my 2 years of freedom.

You took away my love.

You wouldn't know how much i have suffered and done for you,

and still make a point to make your day a beautiful one.

I'm the silly one who stands by your side trying to take away all your problems,

but it seems you have other plans for it.

I feel like a pawn in your game of chess

I feel i've given too much, unappreciated for everything i done in my life.

Maybe its time to stop.

I hope all these its only for the moment.

Coz i ain't can take it anymore.

Am i stupid? Am i silly? Mayb i am. Mayb i need a knock on my head.

All i wan for christmas is .......

2005-09-06T02:26:00.000+08:00

5 days to army life.

Lots of stuff is running through my mind for the entire week. My schedule is ultra packed too. I'm almost fully booked every other day except wednesday. I'll miss alot of stuff out here and alot of pple. Guys like Ms, kian,chua,jacob,edo n the rest of sushi_x n quasi, people at hangout like shiya aka sha dong dong ,who i will def miss alot, guna n the rest of the crew, patricia who will be another one who i will miss alot too..*no more nagging frm her liao lolx*, not forgeting jac and the rest. So many people i will miss...haiz..of coz my dearest mom n dad n bros n cousins.
No more com games or ps2 games for me to chiong, haiz...oh well...2 years will be over in a blink of an eye...Although i been hoping to be in a r/s but now is nt the time...hopefully in the midst of everything or after the 2 years...who noes...i'll be in one..but still...hmmz.somewhere somehow...its always nice to noe there is someone special behind u supporting u no matter what..yeah..oh well...till that person arrives or till i noe of any info on anything..den we shall see how it goes....

Alot of people tell me how tough it is..how easy it is...somehow..i dun really bother...until i experience it then i'll noe...i hope i dun build body mass there..as i'm already quite a pig already...i hope i can endure everything they whack at me..yeah! Counting down my days...not sure i'll blog before i go army agian or when i book out..till then good bye n good luck to everyone of u out there! Cheers!

2005-08-27T10:43:00.000+08:00

I'm back~~ Had a great holiday in phuket! Sure go back one more time!! wuahaha

Updates :

Day 1 in phuket
Reach there around 8.30am Thai time, had airport transfer...went to find the guy who is holding the board with my name, den a camry (did i spell it corrrect? hmmz) come up to us..omg! I look around i think its the best there loh..no car can beat it..hoho..boarded the car and slowly made our way there...one hr journey to the hotel, left our bags in the room and went xploring the place. Had our lunch at some cafe there..after that went to search for night spots and all the entertainment stuff, bought some bottles of mineral water, tibits till around evening den we headed back to hotel to bath. We went for dinner at some eh open air seafood place...the price is super cheap..dinner was sucky that night..the seafood was not fresh..wonder how on earth so many pple can eat there...bahZ suayz...nx we went to some pool place..played pool, 20 baht per game...ben changed 300 baht..camp there for 1hr++...when 1 game is over..a lady will approach us take two 10 baht coin and arrange the ball for us! Thats what i call service! After pool, we walk around the clubbing/pub area..lots of transv and prositutes...they will juz poke u drag u touch u! no law one!! Jeremy kanna drag into one pub by a gal..me and ben had to go in "rescue" him..lol! Nx we headed to a club called "Banana Disco". Its a very popular place along patong beach. Cover charge was 200baht..include 2 free drinks..ok lah the place..dance dance dance..got gals will come approach u dance with u one..lots of prostitute, ang mohs. Those pros will touch and try to make us horny LOL but they FAILED! yeah! Club till around 2am den headed back to hotel slp.

Day 2 in phuket
After breakfast, headed to the swimming pool for a swim den off to the beach!! Yeah!! played jetski for the first time in my life! super fun!! 700 baht for 30mins...tried to get a discount but failed...sianz Headed all the way out to the outer part of the beach area where it is the entrance of the beach..water super duper nice....spend the entire late morning and afternoon at the beach...weather was good. Dinner that night was good..due to the fact we were afraid of eating such lousy food agian..we headed to some real seafood restuarant to eat..hoho..although the cost came up to around 120+ sing dollars..we had lobster, prawns, fish, squid, fried rice, beer! All big plate somemore! Oh by the way..did i mention Beer is like water there, every meal, or rather every time want to drink water when we are outside, beer is the prefered choice. Anyway we headed back to hotel to rest awhile..by the time we woke up..its like 3am in the morning and god damnit the stupid power was cut off..they had a power failure..super duper stuffy. Pek cek, we decided to walk out to 7-11 which as around a 10min walk frm our hotel. Along the way ALOT of transv were chasing/trying to hook/touching/poking us. Damn disgusting we keep siaming/walk fast/brush them away. They dun get the hint sia..tmd...7-11 was like our pit stop..we ran inside for cover to avoid them, once the coast is clear..den we walked out..of coz with bottled drinks..LOL juz in case anything happen we have weapons! We walked super fast back to our hotel..and camped at the swimming pool area till the power is back on. Bahz..was pretty scared of transv after that night.

Day 3 in phuket
Walked around wanted to do some shopping but there is totally nothing to buy..the stuff there is xpensive and nothing nice at all...we spend the entire afternoon go-karting, shooting real guns! We booked a tut-tut for the entire afternoon, ask the driver to bring us to those fun place. go karting was fun but the track very small..if its a bigger track and more people den it will be better. The shooting range was fantastic. I took the .22 calibre rifle, had 10 shots! Hoho! 92% sia!! wuahaha i roxor! i was the highest among the 3 of us. Nx i took a .22 calibre revolver. Wah sux man..i shoot air...aimming was bad..onli manage to get 53/100 sux sux...i prefer my rifle! Paid around 960 baht for both guns..10 bullet each. I took back the target chart! hahaha. By the time we finish all this..its around evening time, thus headed back to the hotel for a short rest before dinner. We walked around the club/pub area in search for nice food restuarnt..and we spotted a pizza place. The price is like one small pizza + bacon strips and coke for 112baht. OMG. Its very cheap loh..each of us ordered a meal + pasta..we were totally very bloated after that. After dinner we walked around the area agian..this time we were tactical, we keep to the other side of the road where the pubs are and very little transv. Although one or two approach us..but we managed to survive the ordeal. Back to the hotel for a short rest..waited for the time to club..went back to banana disco. Upon entering..spotted 3 jap gals! SUPER KAWAII!!!!..camped one corner drink drink until the club was pretty packed then go dance..arbo the dance floor was pretty much empty. Tried to talk to the jap gals but only 1 of them noe how to speak english and not fluent..had a hard time communicating with them...we went out of the club pretty early that night...and of coz agian there were plenty of transv along the road...this time..we actually walked beside a lady who happen to be a tourist also, tried to explain the situation. As we were headed the same direction, thus we juz walk and talk. Tactic works once agian..wuahaha. Female company will keep those transv away frm guys! I dun mind booking a gal juz to walk me back to my hotel sia, rather den keep kanna chase but transv.

Day 4 in phuket
Spend the entire day shopping at some shopping centre off patong beach...the place is some sort like giant like that..super cheap stuff but quality wise..erm i have no idea...pretty relaxing day...as for dinner we went to some "zi char" place off the clubbing area...food is very cheap n nice...should have tried this place early on..bahZ....spend the night at some pub drinking agian..before heading back to hotel for rest...

Day 5 in phuket
Last day there pretty sad...didn't want to leave the place...sure gonna miss it alot..had loads of fun...if i have a chance will go agian one day...oh well...we roam around the streets for 5hrs coz our flight is at 8pm thai time...we had to check out the hotel by noon..lolx..walk the areas..took photos...haiz..i wan go back there!!!

Overall..plenty of beers, swimming (we swim everyday!) sun, sand, sea, club, running away frm transv! LOL certainly enjoyed myself!

2005-08-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

!!!
I'm in phuket!!! wuahaha!! Super fun. Played alot!!!

Anyway juz a few updates, everyday is sun sand and sea...until i very burned...everynite club too! yeah!! "FUN" :D

I'll update more when i'm back home! till den cya all! Off to clubbing agian!

2005-08-20T18:05:00.000+08:00

Yesturday lose 35bucks at MJ!! wad the hell whole night giving out $$...i think christmas came early and i became santa. Damn..luck very bad...

Anyway...going to phuket on monday...friday den come back..till then..take care my frens.

2005-08-18T19:26:00.000+08:00

Ooo long time since i last posted something. Ha.

Hmm... ok here r the updates :

1) Started my new job at sgx..apparently was hired by NUS to help them do conversion of files..a very BORING job..but good pay..

2) Getting ready for my phuket trip with ben, still in need of plenty of $$ :(

3) went back h.o on tuesday to see my sha dong dong..miss her alot!!! ha. found out alot of things gonna change already..oh well...i miss u alot~~~ how how :(

4) Nthing much liao..lolx! ok lah..time to slack my night away..tmr last day of work for the week! weeee~~~

I want to be the one to take away all your worries so u can have a good nite rest..hiakz

2005-08-13T18:39:00.000+08:00

Down with fever n flu n cough!! argh..sleep whole day...

Anyway...yesturday was my last day of work at hangout..yeah..gonna miss guna hj,fik,shuyi,jeff, and tat sha dong dong alot! :(
Got a better job offer somewhere else...at sgx centre...yeah..

won't be posting much..going to sleep soon...take care my frens

2005-08-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

Went club momo last nite! woot! been a super duper long time since i last club!! haha..dance to da music~ anyway was pretty packed last nite..but abit nt fun..went there wif junwei, ben,lynette,sarah,jw's club kakis..woot! ain't they hot man! Esp. jw's fren in red, think her name is sarah..woot..got figure got face,got boobs, can dance! OMG Drools~, came back home pretty early thou..the crowd not really as happening as the other places..

Came home met pat online, that gal machiam no need sleep one...i slp see her online..wake up she is still online!! wad the hell..hahaha

Got a better job offer..but not confirm..i hope i get the job...better pay..change of environment..but i sure will miss a few of them back at hangout..haiz...anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~

I love the way u care for others..

2005-08-08T11:43:00.000+08:00

Futsal Mania 2005 was a success! YAY!!! i'm very glad its finally over. All the months of planning, worrying is finally over!!!!!!. I have to admit, i was pretty uptight over it due to alot of factors..but still the show must not stop! A great thanks to my team, Justin, Yanto, Yanti, Pzh, Brian(my class one), Ethan and Justin's fren. Another event to be added in my portfolio.

Haven't had much sleep lately due to the event, slept only for 5 hours total for the past 2 days, yesturday after the event, went to celebrate at Cartel, next headed off home for bed! slept for 3 hours only, ms called go out bugis meet the rest. Amao got his license! He and ms came and picked me n mel up fetch us to bugis! COOL! Anyway met kian n gang there for dinner then they suggested MJ. Kaoz..go bugis eat 1 bowl of noodle go home play mj..lolx! Kian da Master was teaching kun, hanzy and mel how to play mj. In the end..hanzy the newbie earn the most!! me kian and ms lost to him!! OMG!! SHEN!! They left around 230, n i went to bed ard 3.30? Slept awhile den came to work! Grr..damn sleepy....both my shoulders aching like hell...

I need a massage on my shoulder :(

2005-08-07T01:48:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

A quiz i took. Interesting....anyone agrees with it? :P

2005-08-05T07:53:00.000+08:00

Ok. Time for updates!

Monday was crap! Got woke up by my mom over some shocking news. No choice had to settle it before i could go back sleep, and i slept like 4am the previous night!! oh well...spend the whole afternoon finishing 1/2 of god of war! cool game...lots of the romans gods name appear..good knowlegde for those who wants to find out more about the god's name. Anyway..met up with justin and ethan at night for supper at simpang. Met cow there..omg..that bloody kuku can spot me across the street when i can't even see him at all. Bahz..anyway yah ethan introduce me some pretty nice and new stuff at simpang! Prata BOMB! i thought he was joking at first but wah piang it came loh..its a pretty small prata..but the taste is sinful and fantastic! Very sweet and butterly taste! i like! We spend like the whole night talking, slacking away. Reach home about 3am. Almost died when i reach home..was super tired after an early wake up call!

Tuesday working day for me..was pretty pissed off as pay was not in yet...but that doesn't matter because i get to see someone!! Yeah!!! i miss her!!! :P oh well..haiz.

Yesturday had a heavy downpour, kinda shiok snugging in bed all day long before meeting up with justin in the evening for some business meeting. Zzz..i'm hooked to old anime!!! i will not miss anymore shaman king on arts central!! actually hooked to some anime onli lolx..

Few days ago think there was some issue on the news over banning of smoking in public places! lolx..its pretty ridiculous..wonder where the rest of the gang gonna smoke in the future..mayb hide in toilet smoke..then mata ambush! send all to jail then the headlines of the next day papers will be " Operation toilet hideout was a success! xxx number of people caught smoking in public toilet and was send to jail for xxx mths" Joke man!!! sg gov!! smoking oso cannot! wad sia..smokers shd be united and stage a strike! Thou i'm a non-smoke..i'll gladly join them :D LOL!

aiyo this nu ren of mine..forever blur blur...zzz actually not mine is other's but hahaha oh well..going to take the shield n shield some bullets for her agian later at work. zzzz

2005-07-31T10:41:00.000+08:00

Its been ages since i last blog. Too lazy..too no mood to blog.

Anyway this entire week i'm out almost everyday. Monday and tuesday went out with ethan all night long in my dad's car. LOL. and i learn how to park car!! yay!!! it was fun. The rest of the days i was rushing my report hoping i can complete by friday.

BBQ was a failure. Charcoal problem? or pit problem? No idea man..the fire juz can't get burning. In the end all use microwave. Sianz 1/2. Sorry guys!

Friday was out agian..doing errands with cow, met up with ethan agian for a feast at suntec.
Fallen ill on sat, suppose to go to Cyn's bday at cine, in the end can't go..sorry gal! real sorry~ Hope u had a fun time!

Oh well..super in a bad mood this few days..lots of problem..hope the road will be clearer for the next week

Wo hao xiang ni..although its wrong to do it but haiz....

2005-07-24T11:26:00.000+08:00

Fri - Went to ikea with ethan after work..damn long no meet up with him for a walk man...he brought me to go eat the swedish meatballs..not bad sia..but pretty ex. 10 balls for 8 bux? hmmz..but its quality food afterall..yeah...ikea has nice stuffs there man...alot of young couples hanging out there too hmmz....after tat went for dinner at cartel at siglap..haha we purposely rotted there till the cakes were 50% discount then we rush for the cakes...its also another cool place to have nice desert too..nx time no need go what simpang or bar chor mee already!

Yesturday work was pretty relax...fik was there to help me out..yeah..he wans to get the motorola v3! damnit!!! everyone getting it except me..y~~~
Anyway was pretty much tired after i got home...ps2 is my only entertainment now...end of mth..very very broke..dunno how to survive anymore...zz...just as i was about to sleep..recieve a pleasant sms...hoho :P

I'm having the "time to write lots of word" mood! yeah...gonna start my report soon!

2005-07-21T07:58:00.000+08:00

Haiz...i got sooo many days break...and yet it seems like i nv had a proper rest at all...been out for days n days man...

Sunday - I forgotten what i done...

Monday - Was at work...nothing much...kinda boring..

Tuesday- Totally out whole day sia...went to dblO with yanto,yanti and justin. They having bartender of the year compy there, went to help out justin for his flaring -.-" ...and he made it to the finals! omg....26th one more time going there...yawnz...after that went to katong makan and meet his sis..sometimes i wonder hw on earth bloody hell those 2 siblings super look alike although 1 ger 1 guy...but face wah piang machiam twins loh.

Wed - Went back to sch with justin and yanto hand in my stupid log book...walk ard the place disturbing trainers..haha...2years of my life was spend there..seems like everything in there became unfamiliar...zzz..will nv forget the fun i had there man..hiding frm trainers..walking around aimlessly for hrs waiting for lesson to end haha oh well...after tat went to ps starbucks, tze yin was on duty..didn't really go disturb her...she too bz liao...and as usual blur! *think she was stun to c me there hahahaha* Met up ethan briefly..promise to feast with him soon~ hoho
By the time i got home...super duper tired...although its been awhile since i last went out for the entire day....zzz

Hoho guess who i saw on the way to work today..pzh! i was too blur in the morning to notice him anyway till he called me..hoho..both of us were super duper late for work...and super shag...guess what he say got me thinking alot..time to relax awhile..dun work so much..but no work where to get $$..no $$ how can go out..how to pay debts..zzzz how how.. done my maths already..this mth alone..i'm short of 3-4 days of work to hit my target..and thats if what nx wks roster is true..i'll b working 2 days onli..argh...mayb i request work sunday too..den at least i'm short of 2 days...zzz if this carries on..i dunno what to do sia...

*help~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*

2005-07-16T13:48:00.000+08:00

Woot! back from work..went back to help out michael and shuyi..in the end i still ended up in front office with shiya aka sha dong dong! haha...its been raining all night and we've been moaning how gd it is to slp at home..

Caught up with the rest of the guys last night for dinner...played mj too! as usual i lose! tmd..last min die hard! arbo i winning...den agian oh well..

Suppose to meet up with either guna or shiya later today for dinner or something guess have to postpone it...wonder if that sha dong dong remembers our date..hmmz..zzzz

3 more days to finish my report and i haven't start! damnit...how how anyone can help?

Time to go sleep for awhile before i start doing any other thing...

Its a strange feeling that hasn't been in me for ages...zzz

2005-07-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

Yesssssssssssss!!! end of attachment!!! YAY!!!!! finally its over!! now i need to rush my report and finish up whatever things i can do before next week!

Spend my entire day doing nothing! i practically walk ard my office taking pics...talk to pple..yah hahaha..and surprise surprise! Tze yin came down and visited us. yeah!! spend most of my time with her when she was there, and i shook everyone hands when i left! hohoho! but i guess they will not see the last of me..yeah..oh well..i might be staying there for a mth if i can't get another job..need the money man!! my expenses are hitting the sky soon! Plenty of debts to clear oso!

Headed down to starbucks with tze yin..den to cartel beside it..imagine..645pm - 930pm! we camped there, chatting all night long about anything and everything!! How i wish got more of such events to come in the future! oh well...haha...loved her to da max man!!! Prob i'll pop by one day to her workplace n visit her..yeah!!

I shall slack all night long today!! Need a good and complete rest! Till nx time yeah!!

2005-07-08T10:45:00.000+08:00

Yay!!! 2nd last day of work!!!! finally 1 year is over!!! woooooooohooo!!

Been sort of celebrating for the past 2 days..lolx..met with fishy and cow for pool 2days ago..then headed down for caesares...been awhile since i last went there...saw emily and joanna working..yah...finish the rest of the bottle before heading home..then agian..cow's sis called..we re-route headed down to simpang! my god..i was dead tired when i reached home..

As usual yesturday i couldn't wake up...almost late for work agian lolx...been slacking at work throughout the week..nothing much to do..after work met cow for pool agian! omg..2 days of pool...machiam training sia lolx..anyway as usual..headed to caesares agian..this time the 2 of us drank 1/4 of the bottle den mao joined us..we drank till about 1/2 the bottle..den fishy join us..and by the time we left..the entire bottle finished! omg!! super seh when i reached home..headed str8 to bed man..zzz its been an enjoyable nite with my buddies! yeah!

Oh well..today working 3-11 at front office..hope i do everything correct..as its been quite messy for the past 2 days...zz

Smile more..u look beautiful when u smile :)

2005-07-02T02:37:00.001+08:00

I finally have the answer to something thats been bothering me all this while..feel relieve yet confuse..lolx..oh well

Been super lazy to blog...past few days been..pool,drink,pool,work,work! yeah!

First day in sales n marketing..been fun..its another side of me that my colleagues haven't see yet..me in business attire! wuahaha! Smart looking rite?! :D

I dunno what to blog, alot of stuff been tru my mind...oh well...till my mood comes AGAIN den c how

Gal...i noe u will b reading this. Stay happy aye. Smile more often. Hurts to c u in such state :D

2005-06-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

Stunned. i juz receive an sms from someone whom i though will nv ever msg me agian...strange...oh well...pretty tired today..i'm going to bed soon! till my off day den i'll post more stuff! yeah

2005-06-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

I simply just can't wait for my attachment to finish! damnit..always last min change my off days..make me plan for nothing tmd! hate it hate it hate it.

Hasn't been blogging much due to the fact i'm in housekeeping department now. Its either 9-5 or 10-6. By the time i reach home..i'm dead tired all i wan is to sleep. Been sleeping early all this while..by 11 i sure ko already..

These few days also been walking down the memory lanes...everywhere i go there will be a flashback of my time spend there..like tamp sports hall where i played badminton with celene,lena n gang, or tamp swimming pool where i swam early in the morning with someone special, the foot paths from shss to tamp interchange where i walked everyday during my sec sch life..even bugis cinema didn't escape my thoughs..where one of the most happiest moment in my life started right there..aiyo so many memories....zzz

Sounds like i wan to die like that...like those drama shows where they will flashback the past and a few moments later the guy died lolx. oh well..i just wish time flies faster..

*anyone wanna donate to gobbie's crisis fund* lolx. haiz.

2005-06-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

Too tired n too busy to blog. will blog when my off day arrives.

Cheers! :D

2005-05-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

Last day at fo!!! super sad!! sure gonna miss working wif guna, shiya, fik and hj! sobs! and of all days must be my last day at fo super busy..almost wanted to burn my hair! lolx..all come one short think i superman ah! kaoZ...

Anyway met jac for lunch finally! LOL been postponing her lunch appointment for quite sometime and yeah..we noe each other since 1999-2000 and today was our first meeting! ok lah..had sakae sushi wif her as the rest of the place was packed and becoz i oso abit craving for salmon. Ask her and she will tell u how shock she is seeing me taking all those salmon onli LOL. walked her to her work place b4 proceeding off to mine..and i'm about 45mins early. Surprise Surprise! guess who's here..yeah tze yin pop by to visit us... :p

Its 9pm already, most of my job is done..as i type finish this thread, i guess it will be the last time i'm touching this computer..through 7mths this computer has been with me..i'll confirm miss it alot! and of coz miss my team in fo. Although i'm onli gonna change department but sobs! i feel so sad now! i dun wanna leave fo!!

I won't be seeing Agnes also as she is gonna leave this place nx tuesday! fwah so many changes! i hate changes! I'll confirm miss her alot alot alot alot. (no i'm nt in love wif her but she is like a big sister to me, ever since i started this place, she is the onli one that encourages me on.) I wish her all the best for the years to come!

I feel like something is missing, oh well, at least i get to catch up time with x.

Over and out.

2005-05-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

Boring day at fo agian..as usual...had nothing to do since i came in! lolx..anyway new colleague came..small build pretty/cute looking..yeah..from tp....good to have her in the team..however i'm leaving fo in another 3 days..wonder will anyone miss me? lolx..all the *gib help!! i dunno how to do xxxx* or *gib!!!!!!! how!!! rooms nt clean* yeah..lolx gonna miss all this as well

Somehow i feel weird at work..prob had too much rest lolx...i'm sort of itchy for pool and mj these few days..but no $$ and no time to go do all these stuff at the moment..so yeah...

Btw i wan watch Starwars and Madagasca...hmmz anyone free accompany go watch? *i noe she nt free so..yeah haiz..wad to do..*

French open is now on...agassi is losing for what reason i have no idea..guess he lost his touch...so far not much upset in the tourny...shd have one or 2 upset coming up today...if my predictions are correct...

Justin called..another business venture coming up...i hope it will succeed. Actually i not really very sure if this thing work..as the 3 partners me justin and yanto are noob in such matters..except that 2 of them r the brains..alot of idea..juz need the finishing touch. Hope so bah! I hope i can rope in Someone to help me out and let her also experience and of coz make $$.

I'm going crazy over you, but somehow i think its one sided :(

2005-05-23T13:58:00.000+08:00

My off days are flying by as though they only lasted for 5mins! Argh!!!

Spend the entire day at home yesturday to rest..been sleeping for few hours each day only..although i can sleep longer but i choose to take the other path. Its tiring but i'm willing to make the sacrifice. Hehe.

I'm sooooo much into songs from the 80s and early 90s. Downloaded like 20 songs from that period of time already lolx. Especially those songs that was once played during the days of me mao cow and gang hanging out at broadwalk..really miss those carefree days. We would slack all day long at that place..sometimes even till they close shop! lolx..too bad its no longer there anymore..Singapore should have more of such places.

Tmr start will be busy for me at work..but all i need is to tahan for 4 days! yeah..

Its been quite sometime since i last hear from someone..does she noe dat i miss her alot? Do i stand a chance to go out with her agian? *shrugz*

2005-05-20T07:47:00.000+08:00

Back at work!! argh!!! my 3 days leave so fast over!!! noooooooooooooo~ but ok lah..the 3 days really enjoyed it alot! hahaha *wink* *wink*

Headed down to fishy's sch to support her yesturday with cow...and of all things me and cow have to wear the SAME black polo t-shirt! OMG. So GAY!..wait there's more to come! Fishy was wearing BLACK Polo-T too! And ALL sponsored by giordano! LOL indeed a very black day...anyway..yah went down fishy there and found a new and nice place to makan..although abit ex..but the surrounding very nice..yup..one nice place added to my list! after that went down for a game of pool while waiting for fishy to pack up her stuff before headed over to my house for MJ! luck wasn't on my side yesturday grr..but lucky last min cover abit if not i'm sooo dead. Pop by 85 for bar chor mee with them...before that we explored an abandon building at bedok..it was totally pitch dark..fishy was busy snapping away with her digicam lol..super fun!

Met tze yin online chatted with her awhile and off she goes to bed and i'm super stoned by that time hoho but its worth it..yeah! :D

Today work, tmr work, sunday monday off! haha..den work all the way till sat off all the way to wednesday! i think my boss wan me to have super "nua at home dun wan go work" feeling lolx! but ok lah..glad he looked after my welfare. He rOXOr!

As my msn nick goes...its been ages since i last had this feeling...i hope u r reading this and i hope u noe who u r and i hope things can progress coz i'm going mad abt u le~ :P

2005-05-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

Last night was one of the most enjoyable night i had although it was pretty short but i enjoyed every minute of it..*happy*

Went out to meet tze yin for dinner..went for sushi at bugis...pretty crowded man..when we arrive only left a few seats! Chatted alot with her..although we only know each other for like since december? but somehow we chatted like we are old friends..been quite sometime since i been able to talk to someone about anything and everything without even hiding anything behind. Yeah..after dinner brought her to C.A.N cafe for coffee..and of coz more conversations! wee~ As time was running out..she has to go home..thus i send her to clementi mrt before heading the other direction home. Hope she enjoyed every moment of it and i believe there are more to come! *of coz i had some hidden agenda, hiak hiak*

Today is my 2nd day of my leave..gonna slack at home prob catch some sleep and hopefully can catch someone online tonite..yeah..oh well..am i falling in it? I dunno but it seems more like it..dun wan to confirm anything yet though..hmmz

*I wished that things would progress further*

*prays*

2005-05-17T04:40:00.000+08:00

This has to be the quietest night that i have worked so far! By 11.30pm i have totally nothing to do at all and everyone is in their own room not walking around..so peaceful that i felt asleep and i woke up 4 hours later and things are still the same! O M G!

Today is the starting of another 3 day leave for me! Yay! finally i can sleep in peace not worrying about work! I need plenty of rest! and i mean PLENTY. My eyes are getting smaller by the minute..help!

2 days ago the rest came over for MJ...guess what! My First 13 yao in my life! Woot! Everyone was shocked even myself haha..was pretty lucky to get the cards i wanted at the starting of the game. Yeah! Roxor! *i wan more mj session!*

having some mini crisis going on in my life..hope can tide through..once these 2 mth is over it will be soooooo shiok! need a hug.

2005-05-15T06:10:00.000+08:00

I m down with FLU! yes. I caught a cold yesturday after waking up from my long sleep. Totally Ko...damn tired..its been ages since i last slept that long..normally only can sleep 4-5 hrs max...zzz

Its 6.15 am..i'm left with 1/5 of my work left to be done..Been up all night due to my sneezing..later the rest of the gang coming over for mj..another sleepless day for me agian..yawnZ! Hope i win some $$..hahaha..going super broke man..dunno how to survive for the next couple of mths..i need a high pay job!..hmmz ok not really high pay..enuff for me to survive and pay some of my family expenses can liao

Hope i can meet pat prob one of this weekday to pass her present. hehe.

Life pretty much boring now..no new games..no new things..very bored. Help?

2005-05-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

1st day of my 3 days off flew past in a flash! my god...argh..hope time flies slower..so i can relax abit!

Anyway been rotting at home clearing some of my stuff, playing my ps2..watching tv yeah..total shut out from office. dun wan them to disturb me...

won't be blogging much these few days till i get my brains working..its kinda in a slow mode now.

^_^

2005-05-06T09:05:00.000+08:00

Birthday dedication for someone special!

Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to Tricia!
Happy birthday to you!

Yup..Happy sweet 22th birthday to Tricia! Hope all her dreams and wishes come true! *hugZ*

2005-05-05T10:41:00.000+08:00

Great! 2 days into my morning shift and i'm already 1/2 dead! totally cannot wake up in time for work! kaoZ! looking for kakis to makan buffet with me. Those interested please sms me time and date!

Today office nobody! Whole office sick! hahaha shiok! been msning and surfing da web since 8am. now its already 11am. Hmm..gonna take 2 off days nx wk another 2 the following mayb will increase to 3 days each week depending of no. of annual leaves i have left. Kanna force to clear..good also time for me to rest!

Tze yin last day at work will be on sunday...nt gonna see her often anymore.... :( well..hope we do keep in touch...shrugZ haiz.

2005-05-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

i'm soooo much into tennis! LOL surprise! yeah..been following tennis for the past 2 days..cool! Carlos Moya~ Marat Safin~

Hmm..there goes my off day in a flash...spend the entire day sleeping..rotting at home..downloading tons of mp3s...yeah juz found a nice song off one of my fren's fren blog. oh well..

This entire week working morning shift..i dunno how am i going to survive..waking up early now seems to demoralise me alot..my bio clock is so screwed...i'm wide awake now..which is like 11pm..i gotta start work at 7am..how how how?!

Hope what i have plan goes on smoothly...been quite lazy to blog recently...nothing much also..i'm still pondering about my report...hope i can get my leave soon been ages since i last took a long leave..yeah 2mths to go! Another phrase of my life is gonna start soon!

Excited yet Scared.

2005-04-29T05:19:00.000+08:00

Wah 6 days since i last post something..zzzz can't even remember how i spend my week..super tired at work now..2 more hrs to go..btw its 5.20am! grr!

Anyway..serene yeo sms me yesturday! omg..been ages since i hear frm her..let alone see her..i would say..5 years or more?! yeah..kinda surprised she still has my phone number lolx. oh well...its time to catch up with all my kakis..

finally its the month of may! i'm gonna clear alot of leave this mth...need lots of rest...need to take a break from work..need to start my report! need to..hmm go for practical driving lesson! Yeah! I passed my btt! lolx...not surprising...knew i would pass after my 2nd or 3rd try. Yeah. Shd be able to start lesson next week or so..i wan get my license ASAP!!

Counting down to my end of attachment..2mths to go! SHIOK! hope everything goes well..

2005-04-23T21:31:00.000+08:00

Its saturday..finally...but shucks..gotta wake up early tmr..working 10-6..zzz..and i'm leaving work tonite at 11! think i gonna have only 5 hrs of sleep..oh well who cares...anyway

spend last night watching initial d extra stage which my bro borrowed from dunno where...damn cool! maybe i shall get the entire collection soon..yeah! i need to get a haircut soon...i hope...hair getting too long..can tie short ponytail already lolx...still gathering comments whether shd i style it or leave it the way it is...shrugZ

Saw something today shall nt mention what it is...anyway my heart sort of ache when tat happen...yah...unless ya seeing this..if nt guess u will nv noe hmmz..shrugZ...oh well...another 1hr before i can go home..prob watch soccer all night long..tmr another busy morning for me..lucky i'm the mid shift guy so i dun get to do much hahaha.

2005-04-20T18:13:00.000+08:00

Woot! i'm back at work! Just took my basic theory yesturday. and i was late for the test! bloody traffic jam all the way frm enuos to comfort driving centre! and the bloody fare is $9.00. Thats like what i need to get from my home to my office!!! argh!! yah..took the test..counted had onli 3 wrongs i hope. Oh well.grr!

Hmm..been pretty bored at home recently...watch lots of tv shows...its like ages since i sat down at the tv and watch show after show for at least 4 hours. lolx...watch temptation island last night..pretty sad thing..5 couples went in..only 2 couples made it out intact..the rest broke up! So damn shitty...reminds me of the past during those trouble times when my other half had to break the news to me..and sort of stun by the decision..yah..exactly how the guys feel at that time. Its pretty brainless to put the relationship at stake by going through such nonsense..but dunch you feel that everyday is just like temptation island? When one is in a relationship..there are bound to be some idoit that will pop-in and ka chiao the relationship..no matter how strong the relationship is..as long as one gives way..thats it. Sayonara. What can we do?! Nothing..no matter how much we plead how much effort we put in..it just take one ass to jump into the picture and everything will be destroyed. Lol..yup..so far none has convince me that i'm wrong..still waiting for someone to prove it wrong to me..wuahaha.

Its 6.40 already...another 4 hours to go...i'm already broke by this time of the month...hope my pay do come in abit faster this time round...but what the hell i still have lots of debts to clear...argh..guess i'm gonna be broke agian next mth or so.

Lonely.

2005-04-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

Yes..i'm back at work..damnit..my moral now super duper low..i have no idea why...i can't seem to have enough rest..normally one would be refresh after a short break..i'm the opposite..i feel tired and want more off days! grr!!

Moreover..due to some idoits at work..now at night i can't off the lights...and i hate it..i know its for my own gd..as recently certain incident has prompt my fcuking manager to keep spot check on us..dunno for wad..its bloody stupid...and the lights are super glaring at night. damnit..i used to off the lights now i can't off it..argh! Bloody hell!. Yes i'm cursing at the 2 idoits who causes so much trouble recently to everyone at work!

Very bored...someone please inject life in me?!?!?.....hmmz i seems to be repeating myself for a few threads...watever.

3mths more to ORD. 2mths more to 10-6 shift! Tahan!!!

i need a hug.

2005-04-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

Off day! AT LAST!!! i need alot of sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!

What to do what to dooooo...i have finally settle what i need to settle...hmmz oh well...fifa street is cool..but can get boring at times...same tricks here and there..zzz

I should start writing on my 24k word report..3 more mths to end of attachment! alrite!

bored bored bored! someone pls kick me in da butt!

2005-04-10T11:55:00.000+08:00

This year is a very screwed up year for me..zzz...nothing seems to be going smoothly as what i planned..hmmz..time for some changes??

Anyway went to meet up with mao n friends, ms n gal, edo, jj, jacob, kian at caesars after work yesturday..me n ms was practically drinking whatever we could find on the table...until he 1/2 ko. kian suggested mj..so they came over...edo left within 5mins..jj n jacob took over..and yah..ms was DEAD. yes DEAD. managed to shake him up arbo no mj :( ...in the end..i lose to everyone! wad the hell...by the time we end the game..its 630 am..and its like everyone is ko-ing soon..worse...ms puked at my lobby! omg..lucky got box there arbo puke all over the floor...anyway..guna called said one of my colleague was on mc..yes..kanna screwed agian...tmd...no sleep...alcohol lvl quite high...n i have to be at work by 10am! WTF...now i'm practically stonning myself at work. hoping time flies past faster..argh..what a screwed up day...

The only consolation is someone is working today! YAY *grinz* been ages since i last saw her..hmmz...oh well

any shoulder for me to lie on now? i'm pretty tired!

2005-04-08T12:54:00.000+08:00

Haiz...dunno what to say..pay not in yet..gotta wait till monday...damn screw up this bloody company...totally pissed off by the way they work..must go tru this n that...and when got mistake only they can immediately question you without fail..tmd..to all my friends out there DO NOT SUPPORT CATHAY.

Yes i'm that bloody screwed by them..zz gonna be totally broke soon if they still dun wan pay me. PUI

Anyway..its friday already...nothing much happening these few days...tze yin is back frm states...someone i noe is gonna move hse soon..and working 3-11 shift sux totally...dunno what to do...and yah...i need more MJ sessions...hmmz...oh well..

feeling lonely lolx....

2005-04-04T01:13:00.000+08:00

6 more hours before my off day! zzzZ..seems like ages since my last off..but its only like 1 week ago...anyway pretty much sick/weak these few days becoz of my damn ulcer...its still there..but not as painful as before..at least now i can start eating but feeling uncomfortable..gonna c a doc tmr..mayb get a day mc or two? :P

Its a boring week...i need time to catch up with my sleep....and of coz need time to relax...dunno what to do really..dun have any plans yet..shall see how it goes...this entire week gonna be working 3-11...no life shift...yah..what m i suppose to do..zzz..i'm starting to lose interest in alot of things...starting to get very very lazy lolx...feel like lazing in bed all day long..eat in bed watch tv in bed play ps2 in bed...hahaha ultra pig! yeah! tats me!

Ok..till next time..lets see how my week progress on..zz ciaoZ!

2005-04-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

Me here wishing jac a very happy 21st birthday! Hope all your dreams come true!

Anyway..i need to see a doc if my bloody ulcer doesn't heal! its getting bigger n bigger..not forgetting more n more uncomfortable...when i speak i speak like i have short tongue and lots of saliva in my mouth...porridge for every single meal since i had this bloody shitty ulcer! argh! not forgetting i can't sleep well too! :(

2005-03-31T07:33:00.000+08:00

Can anyone help me?!?! My ulcer on my tongue is killing me!!! can't eat well, sleep well, talk well! what the heck!

Its terrible!! Help!!! :(

2005-03-29T09:11:00.000+08:00

Wah piang...another major earthquake to rock southeast asia...and my building was kinda rocking...those minor rock..but still u could feel as though its gonna collapse any moment! I was so uptight that i woke my mom up...i didn't believe at first..coz i though i'm juz tired..but my mom also felt it! then went back on net to check out with fishy and pat...then i noe what happen...zzz..amazing sg also can kanna when there is a huge land mass right in front of us...zzz

Anyway its back to work....my 2 off day juz flew by like this..omg...damn sian man..but ok lah..doing night shift for the rest of the week so not that bad...oh well..hmmz...Hope everything goes well...

Argh...my tongue got ulcer damn pain!!! and i can't talk properly!!

2005-03-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! my off day finally here!!! somemore 2 off days in a row! WOOT! finally i can take a breather! omg..been working like hell for the past dunno how many days..weeeeeee~~~

Meeting up with joleen for ktv session tmr...yeah..i need to scream my lungs out...then on monday prob i'll meet justin for lunch and cow for dinner. Yup...gonna enjoy myself...i haven't been touching my ps2 since cow n gang left my house! thats how no life i am man! zzz

Can't wait for 11pm to come..another 45mins more...gonna rush home watch soccer/play soccer on ps2 all night long! WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

2005-03-23T20:59:00.000+08:00

Is Singapore safe? Thats the question which is hogging on to my mind for the past 3hrs. Have an elderly guest who check in with us yesturday...he is having trouble with his speech and his hands..and his memory. One look at him you will noe he is an easy prey for all da bastards out there who tries to cheat him or hurt him. True enough...today while walking back to the hotel..according to him, someone snatch his pouch containing 30 pounds, 4 usd, away from him...as he had trouble with speech..no one cared! WTF Singaporeans all bastard! see already no help KNN! DULAN. Anyway yah..he slowly made his way back to the hotel and he was like walking around aimlessly..sensing something wrong my colleague approach him and ask him what happen...we were having a hard time figuring what is he trying to convey to us...but we realise his pouch was missing and he confirm it..so we called the police. Police come also like chicken and duck talking..can't understand what is he trying to say...we manage to calm him down and wrote down what we wanted to ask..and ask him to like point out...and soon the whole picture came out that someone had snatch is pouch away from him. (Curse that bastard asshole die hard..kanna knock down by car..and kanna run over 12302348 million times by other vehicles!) There is nothing much the police could do also but to turn to the investigating officer. and bloody hell the bloody officer say going to be here at 6-7pm. NOW 9pm liao no one come! wtf!

Somehow i really admire yet feel sorry for this man...i admire his courage and his determination to travel round the world..*peep at his passport..he went to london, US, Fiji, timbucktu dunno correct spelling or nt* yah...and here he is ending up in sg. The problems he face i'm sure is far more jialat than what most of us face in our daily lifes...yet he still travels around..but he still kanna prey by those evil bastards out there. haiz..

Been pretty tired these few days...gonna be bored for the nx few days of my 3-11 shift...tzeyin gonna take a short trip to US on friday. Have fun gal! i'll be pretty bz for the next few days coz its a long weekend due to Good Friday. Yeah hope everything goes well.

Is there anyone out there who can hear me, anyone out there who can see me, anyone out there...who can feel me..

2005-03-20T19:59:00.000+08:00

Why do people always link mirc chats with trojans and virus? don't they know that trojans and virus can be spread tru certain websites too? ARGH...stupid company...pass down a law say cannot surf web/chat/do whatever with the internet. What sia! dunno which kuku go tell my stupid manager that our com got virus all due to those factors abv. Yah rite! as if we so bo liao go search for virus and implant or we that stupid dunno how to see whats happening in the com. TMD damn pissed off. Worse..now the stupid manager took away our power to upgrade guest room. WTF now we must report to her b4 we can ugrade. SO damn bloody troublesome. AND all this happen in a space of ONE day. Bahz. Tahan tahan. *wish there is someone out there who can give me a big hug nw :(*

Anyway, had a super great time yesturday..it was a very blue moon that the entire gang (cow, kian,chua,fishy,jj,jacob,myself!) was free. They pop by my place for MJ and slack the night away...me,chua,cow and kian mj while the rest stone and watch anime/surf da web. LOL..and yes..i lost $17bucks! wad the hell..luck wasn't on my side last night...no matter how i change my card i still can't game. kaoz! fishy jj jacob n kian left ard 5..den left me chua and cow..played some stupid game and was luffing our butts off..si bei farny ..luff so hard until tears roll lolx. then we went to play some ps2..chua took a short nap den chua took over cow..cow turn to take a short nap..den cow took over me and my turn to slp..for all i noe we started at 630...when i slept its ard 730..the next moment i wake up..its 10 already. bloody hell..2 of them play non stop and i sleep like a pig! lolx..when they left..i ji tao head str8 to bed to catch some rest b4 coming back for work! damnit. spoil my day man..

Hmm...3 more hrs to go before knock off..pretty peaceful now..yeah!

I need a long break agian. Damn..still feeling abit guilty for the no-show lolx! missed the chance to meet up with jac and pat..bahZ

2005-03-18T23:21:00.000+08:00

Firstly..shall dedicate this thread to a very special fren of mine! :D

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Patricia
Happy birthday to you!

Yup..its patricia bday! and i can't attend her party. all becoz i had a last min call to cover my fren shift....zz feel damn guilty..anyway yah hope she had a great time! *hugZ*

We shall meet up one day!

2005-03-18T02:40:00.000+08:00

wah..its been days since i last post...as usual..in office now..2.41am..bloody stoned..but can't really sleep well here..abit cold..and dun wan to knock out until cannot wake up..i'll prob take cat naps later...

Anyway i have no life these few days..sleeping has been my only pleasure..lolx..of coz enjoy playing my ps2 as well..i'm gonna be spending very very very very minimum for the course of next 3 mths..if possible i'm nt gonna put any cash in my wallet...gotta save up man..arbo die..zzz
well if i can spend only 5bucks for the entire of this week not including transport fee..i can survive! yah!

Hoho..tmr or rather later in the evening gotta go pat's bday celebration..zz gotta run off early coz of work..and i haven't get her anything yet oops. haha no worries..i have something in mind...shd be bah..

Ok till next time..i'm going off to do some other staff or mayb take a nap for now..ciaoz.

2005-03-12T11:13:00.000+08:00

. . . tuesday off...wed onwards 11-7 shift all the way! omg! gonna ZzZZzZ n bored to death in office :(

Anyway kinda fedup over someone...its juz a small thing only want to make it so big until the other party break down..i hate such person man..can't they just talk nicely1@# ARGH.

Couldn't wake up today..totally wanna snug in bed and sleep all day long...been doing long hrs for the past few days..today abit busy but got help around so not that bad..just hope it all end fast..another 8hrs to go..tmd...dunno how to survive liao...

Juz recieve an unpleasant news from someone last night. Shall not talk more about it.

Been pretty bored lately...after reading raves of reviews on gt4..decided to get it tmr after work! shall go down tamp and buy..yeah! i'm pretty much sleepy now..can't think str8...

Cheers

I hate being alone

2005-03-10T11:14:00.000+08:00

Its a super duper ultra boring day! Firstly i have only 1 check in..i'm working till 7pm..agnes is on mc..no one to chat to..in the office only left me and jacinta. OMG. How to survive to 7pm!! i'm going nuts...

Anyway started the day bad..stupid caller on the line doesn't even know the name of the guest correctly and started to KPKB at me over the phone..in the end the name is Jacobus she tell me JAAP. WTF. and she is from some education centre..she can kiss my ass and die! after telling the the CORRECT guest name..she finally kept her mouth shut and ask me to transfer the call over. stupid biatch.

Hmm..bought Devil May Cry 3! totally roxor! tekken5 was kinda hard to get the hang of it..so is Def jam. New games = New goal! yay!..but the shop dun have GT4...sad leh..been waiting for the game....mayb its time to make a trip down to tamp.

Anyway i'm pretty much on budget now..can't spend much already...after paying so many stuff..and i just have enough for myself to survive till pay day arrives agian. Shucks.

Yawnz...

2005-03-09T07:33:00.000+08:00

Wah piang! i'm super dead! Slept for 3hrs only and here i m back at work!

After work yesturday...send both tze yin and hwei jing to bugis mrt station then waited for ms to come meet me..hang around at the arcade for awhile..saw this VF evolution pro..13wins! omg..he knows all the trick in the book! yah..den went off to caesars for a drink..as usual whisky coke! yah..me, ms and emily sit there chatted till alvin came to meet us for dinner..Zz..went to billy bombers to makan..sux man the food..although its abit filling but..the quality not there..dunno y..juz dun like it..mayb i choose the wrong item bah..next went down to pool fusion for 3hrs of pool session..yeah..been ages since i last touch pool..well..first few rounds rusty abit lah..but after that ok liao..lolx! Played till 10+ then went back to caesars agian! 2nd round with amao..but only had like 2 glasses of it only..all of us working the next day cannot drink to much!

By the time i reach home its like 12+1..my god..and had to wake up at 345 to watch my soccer..Zz..lucky during half time i took a shower arbo i sure zZzz here now!

Yeah..its tiring but its been awhile since i last enjoyed myself...afterall work hard play hard! and yay finally my pay can get after 2pm! Sheesh...after clearing all my bills and debts..will not have much left but still going to get some stuff for myself..grr abit hungry nw :(

I still haven't get anything for pat yet..oops :p...haha shall go shopping this weekend and see see

2005-03-07T05:00:00.000+08:00

Brr..Its 5am..i'm shivering in my office..damn bloody cold! well..i'm wearing 3/4 coz my jeans i lend to my fren as he forgets to bring his uniform so no choice lah..i'm his only saviour! lolx..then he works in the kitchen so it has the "oily" smell which i hate alot..ZzZ so cold until i can't sleep properly..and i have already set the aircon temp to 26°C!

Anyway after i knock off it will be my off day..which totally sux..coz i'll spend 1/2 of my day sleeping..and there is nothing much i can do..my pay haven't come..argh! what the hell..always delay my pay.

Its been a boring sunday night...i practically had nothing to do..no phone calls to answer..nothing! i rotted the whole night..well..mayb 1/2 of my night..yah..had tze yin to accompany me till she knock off..then i rotted till pat came online and chatted for awhile..then off she went and here i am...back at rotting agian!

Argh got pimple coming out..hate it when it happens..coz the "affected" area will be like so itchy and abit red..very uneasy! zzzz

My week's schedule gonna be tiring..morning shift all the way..dunno how to wake up liao..jialat..haiz..

2005-03-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hmm..my bro got not bad for his o's..slightly better than me...at least he can choose certain course in SP! Hope he gets in..then from there..if he wants to change course he have to work hard..yeah *prays*

Pes A! omg!!...oh well...whether its pes a,b or c i still have to go tru ns...chiong ah!!..yeah!..bloody medic prick my finger 2 time coz he first timer dunno how to take blood sample..he press n press not much blood come out..his officer then step in and teach him the correct way lolx!

Today is the start of my night shift...yeah..super bored...dunno what else to do..i'm slacking since 8pm...haiz...i need a short break..take a holiday or something..although its been only like 2 weeks since my long break? lolx! :P

Recently someone just ask me this qns..."why can someone forget his/her partner when he/she really likes/love him/her even after they nw just normal friends" ok sound complicated but i would say..its becoz they choose not to remain in this frame of time and choose to carry on forward..yeah...and i have a confession to make...yeah..i'm attracted to ya....although i noe that its rather weird..and i noe its abit impossible...but who noes what the future might install for us..as friends..or mayb more then dat? Shall see where fate brings us to....dunno will you be reading this or nt..shrugZ

Not sure if i'm gonna carry on my plan to aussie..due to a few reasons..i've shelved it aside...i badly want to go there..visit both of them..and enjoy myself!! but then..at the moment now..i can't leave here...shrugZ..shall leave this to god to plan the path..yeah..

Ok..shall post more in the next few days..gonna rot till 2am then start working...den slp! yeah!

Good luck to those taking A's result tmr...esp u! :)

2005-02-27T08:47:00.000+08:00

Had a very bad day yesturday...totally sux. I was in a super bad mood..for no reason...shrugZ...felt like i had no life...only work and sleep...no time to go out..no time to do any other stuff. Hate this kind of life..just look at my schedule next week...5days 12hr shift! My god...madness! On the bright side...4 out of 5 days i'm doing night shift...which means can slack and rest...but still -.-" Sometimes i do really hate my job...but compare to others...not that bad already... eg : i took pic with a rugby player! he rox!

Tuesday will be my medical checkup..hoho..wonder how will it be...shrugZ..

Pat's bday is coming..until now i have no idea what to get for her...gotta start cracking my brain soon...

Oh well..today 12hr agian...hope everything goes well.

I wish there is someone beside me now....*sad mood*

2005-02-24T07:49:00.000+08:00

Super Yawnz!! hmmz..i'm still feeling sleepy after sleeping for most of the time yesturday...really pig manz! anyway..i'm back at work...my off day seems short..nv had the chance to do anything...zzz...

Had a super weird and disturbing dream last night...i was in the operating theater...found out i had brain tumor..going to die..chances of me surviving this operation is 50-50. All of the sudden someone came in...(shall not mention who..if you read on...those who noes me will noe who is she)...was shock to see her..she came in crying saying sorry...-.-" then...naturally tell her i'll be fine..dun worry...then suddenly next scene..my entire family/relative pop over...my mom saw her..she got angry and ask y is she here...blah blah blah scolded her....then i tell my mom its ok...forgive her...(i sort of protected her standing in front of her) my mom then cried...and respected my wishes...and went out..i turn back to her gave her a hug and tell her to wait for me... and then..the nurses shoo everyone out..next moment i noe..my alarm clock rang! shitz! end of dream! zz

Really makes me feel very uneasy now..although its just a dream..oh well...i'm pretty tired and slpy..hope my day will end faster...and then can go home sleep! yeah!

Btw glad tricia is back online! yay!

Ps: Pat next time whatever number u give me i'll juz add 1!! :P 2nd price open : 4331. ZZZzzZZ

2005-02-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

I'm eating my supper now...consist of soggy fries, chicken chunks and sweet and sour pork. OMG..totally -.-"...mayb not in the mood for such food.

Today saw the news about some toxic fumes in Melbourne Airport...dunno y suddenly my heart panic for awhile...was thinking abt someone over there..luckly they arrive 2wks ago..yeah! if not i'll be so super worried for her..and of coz my other friend.

"You will only regret it when someone/something is not there anymore" this phrase is so true..its happening to me now...for the past wk..i've been onli thinking of someone...i know its not really gd for me..but i can't control my emotions aye? ..When she is not around..i feel lost...all along i thought i treat her as someone close to me..but now i realise..its more than close..i treasure her more than any other things in my life.....so much that i screwed up things once before....now i'm afriad to screw things up agian...especially when things are just going just nice now...i'm only 1% confident things will go smoothly...99% i noe that things won't go what i wan it to be..although deep down inside i really want to make up for all those lost times for the past few years...i wan to be the one that she can turn to everyday everytime...but for now...i guess things are not up to that stage yet...i dun wan to break the barrier of the friendship we had...but yet i wan to take it a step higher...i have no idea how she see things btw us....oh well...just have to walk and see....who noes someone else pop up in my life..shrugZ..i'm confused.

Tmr will be the last of my night shift..hope i can get my pay early...i'm pretty broke now..frm nx mth start i better start saving up alot...zz...

You were once gone..but yet we met at the crossroad ahead agian...i am not willing to let you go this time...i hope in the end i'll be the one to walk down the road with you. Like you always say..lets put faith in god and see if our path really do meet up in the end..in any case...i'm happy to have you in my life :)

2005-02-19T12:51:00.000+08:00

wOOt...went to bushin-bo makan last nite...cost a whooping $41.79nett! omg! but not bad lah...once in awhile spurge on myself...yah..went with ethan, my makan kaki,..all those salmon, tempura prawn, lobster...tepanyaki *drools*

Went to catch Constantine after that...not a bad show....but nt up to my expectation.....mayb coz of all those hype made me though this movie was sooo gd..bah but still its a good movie to catch! Thats if you like those action pack, superhero kind of movie! Yeah! Love it when Keanu Reeves puts his arms together and open the gate to hell yeah! ROXOR! I'm still searching for the words he said when he was trying to release the demon from the girl body!

Bahzz...there goes my off day..gonna do night shift for the next 4 days...damnit..i hope they do show man utd-milan match on chn 5! If not gonna be damn disappointed coz can't watch the match! haiz.. *prays*

O Juliet, Juliet! wherefore art thou Juliet?

2005-02-17T08:12:00.000+08:00

Hmmz...been days since i last blog! lolx..pretty tired when i get home after work...the only thing i want to do now is slp slp slp!! actually been sleeping quite alot already...reach home eat bath...wait awhile for hair to dry..den ZzZZzzZ...by 10 i'm ko already! omg! i'm getting weak! -.-"

Been chatting up with old friends like pat, jac, and a few other guys lately...nothing much either...at work i'm usually complaining to agnes...lolx She must have gone mad after hearing so much of my complains since tuesday! LOL Anyway..nothing much interesting going on...today got big function at work...so i guess its gonna be busy. btw tmr off day! yay! Anyone free for kopi?!?!?!? Supper!??! Juz give me a buzz!

Cheers

*YawnZ....i need a kick in the butt*

2005-02-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

Time flies by so fast...tmr will be the starting of my work..end of my leave...sadded! 1 week so fast over!! sianZ!

Yesturday was a busy day entertaining my relatives...it was a once a year gathering over at my place...chatting, gambling, makaning! yeah! it was fun! Anyway..dunno what else to say...juz want to spend my remainding hours before going back to work in peace! :P

Happy Vday to all of u out there!

*anyone wan to be my belated vday date?! LOL*

5 more mths to end of attachment! Yeah!

2005-02-12T08:39:00.000+08:00

By the time i finish this post..both Tricia and koh shd be in aust already....yeah...kinda in a stun mood...it was a emotional farewell to the both of them yesturday night...quite a number of us turn up at the airport..i was tricia's "bell boy" lolx! carried her bag for her all night..lots of hugs were given...esp to koh...well...like i said in the previous few posts..both of them are like family to me...i hope to visit them in july/august together with bo-shen. Memories keep flooding back when i reach home last night..couldn't really sleep well...oh well..takes time to adapt...on the bright side..we still can video conference tru msn! yeah..hope to see them doing well over there!

I bought my ipod yesturday! Didn't regret it..yeah~! it was cool....been carrying ard where-ever i go hahaha...

Today's gonna be hell..i hope time flies through quickly...68 check-ins...alone handling..dunno how sia...haiz...next wk schedule oso equally bad as this week...when i'm back on tuesday gonna do 7am-7pm till my off day den night shift all the way till the next off day...sometimes i do wonder...its good to really work so long hrs..coz got ot pay...and it will lessen my load of saving so much for my trip to aust...but den agian..its blardi tiring...dunno lah..cons and pros...thats all for now...

Oh yar did i mention koh's jc friend is kinda cute/pretty~ Her Initial is J.Y if i'm not mistaken hehe..too bad she's attached..but still hope to be friend with her :P

*prays everything will be smooth for you two, and we shall meet agian soon!*

2005-02-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

Its the end of the 2nd day of chinese new year...its been a pretty bored cny this year..nothing much to do..been slacking all day long...and now i'm feeling like shitz...

Maybe coz...tricia is gonna go aust tmr...i'm still abit -.-"...afterall like i said she has been the only one that knows me well enough...and i'm already missing her company! no one to hear me fa lao shao..no one to be my fashion guru...no one go qc wif me...no one go shop wif me... sobs...hope this 1 year pass fast den we can go out together when she comes back! yeah! i will look forward to that day...or mayb i shall look forward to the day when i can go visit her hehe..

Well..i dunno...to me....she is one level higher den the term "close friends"...i need not put on any mask when i'm with her...i feel very natural with her...lolx like wat my friend said..if those pple saw us on the street they might think we are a pair..but actually we are nt...mayb soul mates? shrugZ..duno what to believe..all i noe is i enjoy being in her company..i hope she enjoys it too.

This thread will be dedicated to her....for she shall always be someone whom i'll hold dear in my heart! Hope you have a safe journey there and we shall meet up agian if i get to fly over or u fly back in a year's time. God bless.

2005-02-08T13:11:00.000+08:00

Hohoho! all my shopping done! left my ipod thats remain to be seen. Went shopping and a hair cut yesturday with tricia..spend ard 200bux alone yesturday! zzzZz...tricia brought me to her saloon to have a haircut...wanted to change my hairstyle but can't imagine me in a diff look..thus droping the idea...den we went to fetch her bro hme..drop by tamp makan swensens! our main course came before our salad! wad sia!! Qc fail!!! next we went shopping for my new year clothes..yes she's now my part-time fashion guru! hahaha! bought a polo t, shirt n jeans n a necklace...new image though..no more those kind tshirt jeans...shruGzzz i feel weird...nice can liao..trust her taste...went to check out ipod price...now pondering between normal ipod or ipod mini...zzz how how?!?!?

Today's CNY eve...abit bored at hme...gonna busy for the next few days visiting lots of place...sat going back work! sure bz like hell...haiz...

Koh n Tricia leaving in 3 day's time...kinda feeling -.-"....

Pray for more angpao this year for everyone!! and pray for you 2 to be safe over there! *hugZ*

2005-02-06T07:54:00.000+08:00

Wah lau...dont noe is i suay or what sia...came out early today to take cab though can reach work by 7...mei xiang dao...when i walk to the taxi stand i see..eh big new cab..so enter..never i realise its da "uncle who doesn't travel more than 80km/h" Ahhhhhhh!!! i almost pull all my hair out! His cab used to be those small small old kind one... -.-" totally speechless..when i know its him...i juz let out a big sigh in the cab LOL...no matter got car behind him or in front of him or totally nothing at all like today the front car was like 1232454353km in front...and the gap between ourself and the car behind was like 23434513km...he still travel below 80km/h!!!!! ON ECP!!! WAH super irritating...and he likes to step on half clutch after he change gear...he juz keep stepping and stepping making those irritating sound...dunno got logic or not....siao one...thou shall nv ever take cab in the morning agian! frm a 15-20min ride can become 25-30min ride
What SIA!! argH!!!!!

Anyway today working 12hr agian..cover guna shift as she got some urgent things to handle..well..ok lah...today shd be relaxing..very little check-in..and of coz can chat with someone hehehe! (agnes gonna shake head when she see this agian LOL)

Tmr meeting tricia go haircut with her..need a haircut badly...my hair getting longer...i need new clothes too!! prob shop around tamp..hope got something to buy arbo new yr no new clothes dunno what to wear...sianz....oh well...

Cheers!

2005-02-05T08:00:00.000+08:00

Hmmz..ok having little sleep is a bad idea when i have so many things to do in the morning!! zzz

Had a great night out yesturday with koh and gang (gretel,pt,bo-shen,grace,ryan,gina,tricia) yeah!~ went to sketches makan didn't really impress me...my pasta was too soft..wasn't that great afterall? hmmz..who cares..really catch up time with gretel and grace, we 3-4 years nv see each other already~! glad both of them are doing well...den we headed out to hotel inter-continental for a drink..met swristy (dunno how to spell her name..opps!) and rishi. Had a brief chat with them. Yeah~! It was fun....anyway i'm super duper tired now...12hrs agian...later gonna be busy! boss come liao! cheers!

hmmz...hope boss go hme early so i can chat with her! :P

2005-02-04T08:05:00.000+08:00

Just had a very sinful breakfast! Potatoe Chips!! omg!!! nothing to eat here..my colleague working afternoon shift..if not he always buy breakfast...sobs...oh well..zzz

Today is gonna be a peaceful day..i hope...well mainly coz my boss won't be ard! yeah!! stress free!!! hoho...will be meeting tricia n gang after work for their farewell dinner at sketches...finally i'm going there to makan after nagging for 3yrs..hahaha can't wait to taste their pasta after hearing so much reviews about it...and yes i got my pay!!! Thx to my colleague over at HR coz i been pressing for my pay hahaha *evil*

Now i need to buy lots of clothes and spurge on myself! yeah!! btw..shd i get my ipod now...i can get it nw..but scared -.-"

Oh well...off to do my work..*prays everything goes well at work for me! and of coz her!* :D

aww...doesn't she look cute when she's working? *GrinZ* :P

2005-02-03T11:34:00.000+08:00

Wah super yawnz! feeling so tired...last night doze of on my sofa till ard 4am lolx!

I wan my pay...juz got notice that my pay might be delayed till monday. WTF...my new year clothes no need to buy liao lor...i no need go for haircut liao lor...i no need do alot of thing liao lor! PUI! They always like this one...like to drag drag drag...whats so hard to sign one blardi piece of paper! It doesn't take more than 10mins to juz go through and sign..so everyone will be happy! No brainers man..hate it when they like to drag my pay. Esp when i tell them I wan my pay by sat due to cny! Can't they be more understanding! TMD!

Anyway...2more hrs before i go to work...hope nothing much today...and i'll be doing back-back today..tmr 12hr shift..lagi sian....really hope everything goes well..arbo sigh...moral go down agian...dun like the feeling...yup! *prays*

Estoy dispuesto a tener la mano, usted tendrá la mina? hehe.

2005-02-02T06:29:00.000+08:00

Woooohoooo man utd FLOORED arsenal 4-2! yeah!! lucky i sleep early last night if not i will surely miss this encounter! man utd ROXOR!

Yawnz...shd i slp or shd i juz stay up..its going to be 2 more hrs before i have to wake up to visit my grandma at the temple...well..i'm pretty tired nw...all those hype around the game has tone down...shrugZ..

Was pretty upset with DBS banking...all those rubbish they gave me...scared the hell out of me when i saw $100 i deposited yesturday went missing!...i called twice to their customer service and twice they let me waited for almost 15mins! MY god! Customer service?! shitz man...oh well...at the end of it..i manage to see my $100 in there..so yah thank god it wasn't some bogus site that hack my password..

Ok...hope today goes well everything at work..counting down to my leave...4 more days! YEAH!

Its pretty sweet to see someone whom you are attracted to working lolx..all her small small tiny actions juz makes me smile :P

2005-01-31T06:00:00.000+08:00

I lasted the entire night without sleeping!!! zzz..nw i'm super duper tired hahaha..anyway wanna say a big big thanks to tzeyin for keeping me company online..if not i'm pretty sure i'll prob fall asleep by 1am!

1 more day to my offday..pretty much want it badly to make up for all the amount of hrs of lost sleep...after tuesday i'll be doing afternoon shift all the way till friday or sat i suppose...shrugZ hmmz...sux..i hate afternoon shift..very no life...by the way i'm searching for a cheap cheap ipod...anyone have lobang please do contact me...ok i shall stop here.. :P

Omg i think i'm attracted to someone..hahaha help!!

2005-01-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i would like to congratulate my dearest cousin, joleen, for getting engage to this wonderful guy,weilun, wish them all da best in their future :) U two ROX!

Yup..its pretty nice to see someone close to me getting engage..pretty happy for her...anyway..been sleeping only for 4hrs+ straight everyday not including those short naps..my eyes could hardly open..lolx..i used to just hate shift jobs.. now i hate it more!! grr! Cny is around the corner..haven't had the time to really pack up..took my leave frm the 7th-14th, will be back at work on the 12th to cover my colleague shift, and 15th resume work le...pretty much no life for the entire past wk...sleeping has been my only pleasure...i can sleep anywhere anytime! Been trying to arrange for mahjong session..but it seems everyone is busy..guess have to wait till cny tat wk bah...i need something to spice up my life...new games, new hobby, new friends!!

ZzZzz...btw i'm working now..sad aye...lolx...life is good n life goes on

2005-01-27T04:54:00.000+08:00

wah sian!! 1 more hr got to go to work liao!! hmmz super tired sia..

Yesturday met justin on the train on the way to work...then invited him over for a swim at my place lolx..we pratically juz sit there n try to tan ourself in the evening sun! lolx..he didn't even go down the pool! my god! yah..i almost fell asleep on the deck chair..heng i woke up arbo i prag there no need wake up liao!

Been pretty tired these past few days...mainly due to work..and shrugZ...one of the new colleague that came in left 2days ago...now we are back to square one...damnit..hope it doesn't affect my leave. Monday was my off-day..went window shopping wif joyce..saw a few stuff i need to buy for cny..gotta wait till pay-day b4 i can spend..zzz pretty broke le..btw nydc milkshake roxor! so are the cakes!! very rich in chocolate! i like~~ :D~...one thing for sure..the pasta range there is so limited i didn't know what to order *me dun like tomatoe base sauce*

Anyway...after work today will be quite a long break before i resume my 12hr night shift..bahZ..hope everything goes well!

Btw ffx 94% complete!! yay!!

2005-01-22T05:44:00.000+08:00

hmm..i slept for 3hrs...at work! haha..damn slpy..and there wasn't anyone so i juz..prag on the table slp! next moment i knew it was 5am and my alarm was ringing away! hmm totally k.o sia..anyway is another hr more to off duties...yawnz! shd i go back slp or go back chiong my ps2 agian hehe.

I wan my ipod!!!

2005-01-20T05:48:00.000+08:00

Hohoho..another day well spend! Went out with tricia almost for da whole afternoon yesturday lolx...accompanied her to AA centre to get her international license, den pop over my hse to check up on her sch stuff...den went to have sushi with her at century sq..nx went window shopping!

Been quite awhile since i last enjoyed juz running around the whole afternoon..rather than rotting at hme hehe..well few weeks more and both she and koh will be off to aust to study..she'll be there for a yr or 2..while koh shd b there for abt 3yrs? hmmz..yah..kinda sad to see both of them leaving sg for aust...esp her..well..so far she's been onli the one who noes me well enuff lolx..and she's my listening ear!! gonna have to use msn to chat up with her, mayb i'll save up quite abit and fly over after my attachment for a short holiday and visit both of them..hmm shall keep it kiv :P

Anyway i'm kinda bored playing FFX liao..after seeing such a huge map on the screen..too lazy to run ard lolx..mayb i shall change to some other game before continuing my FFX. hmmz shrugZ...oh well..i'm going back to my bed...ZzzZzzzzZZzZ

2005-01-19T10:34:00.000+08:00

woooooohoooooooo! Long off day! gonna rot n rot n rot! Well shrugz..next few days gonna be 12hr shift lolx...so better enjoy myself today!

Kinda happy this few days...agnes is back at work after 3 mths leave...her baby super cute! haha yup..she's the one of the few person at work that i can talk to whenever i have problems...yay! anyway..been chionging my FFX these few days...nothing much to do oso...tonite original plan was to have mj session with my kakis..but dunno now can go ahead with it or nt...hand abit itchy for mj! yeah! hmmz...gonna meet up with tricia later for tea-break buffet! hoho!

By the way...new layout for the new year...kinda like the lines behind the pic...cool aye? lolx..off to accompany my ps2 agian! cheerS!

2005-01-16T13:45:00.000+08:00

Someone pleaseeeeeeee heelp meee!!! i'm super bored at work!!! totally nothing to do!!
i've been slacking since 2hrs ago..and i have another 7 more hrs!! omg!! *faints*

These few days has been BORING. i mean i really have no fresh things to do...well mayb except for my ps2...other then that..i'm pratically nua-ing. Next week will be a busy week for me. After my off on wed, gonna have to do 4 days of night shift 12hrs, before i get my off, coz one new gal coming in..n my sup needs to train her. DiaoZ. Sianz ah..

Someone please inject some spice in my life!!!! ^oo^

2005-01-14T02:08:00.000+08:00

Tmr my off day! weeeeeeee! need a good rest after getting sick.

Was watching a drama on chn 55 about life in the airport...today episode shows about this captain is flying off to rome and between he and his wife there was some misunderstanding. When he reaches rome..he figured out an answer and gave his wife a call but unfortunately, she was out. He left the message on the phone and later was killed in a traffic accident while saving a young girl's life. He just left the world with a regret for not being able to tell his wife personally that he finally found an answer.

Sounds familiar? Looks like some spam email on the web right? but on the other hand..if we were in their shoes..how would we react? I was almost close to tears after watching the episode today (i've seen so many of these kind of stuff on tv, and i juz push it off as its juz acting only!.. but what i saw today really made me wonder hmmz)..maybe all those cryings in the tv pulls out the emotions in me lolx...anyway... Moral of the story is in life, never live to regret...thats the one last thing you would ever want to do. If you want to do something or say something just go ahead and do it..you will never know whats the outcome unless u try, if not you will never know the answer and you will regret if the chance is gone..and you might not get a 2nd chance agian.

Oh well..i'll be waiting for the next episode to be out..wanna catch what happen to them next. Off to accompany my ps2 :D

2005-01-12T01:55:00.000+08:00

I'm officially SICK! Flu+sore throat+little bit of fever! Time to take MC!! yeah! but i lazy to go poly clinic to take mc :~

Anyway was suppose to meet tricia for lunch yesturday but wasn't feeling well already..had to postpone it to 12/01/05. went back str8 into slp after telling her abt the changes. woke up clear all my debts with m1(basket they cut my outgoing liao pui!)...and slack till its time to meet up with ethan for dinner at sakura, safra tamp. Not bad at all...worth the $24 bucks for those who are big eaters. Tip: Muz go early. They won't refill the salmon sushi once those they display out is finish unless u request for it. Catch up quite abit with ethan..afterall its only once in a very blue moon we get to have dinner. Hmmz..there's a cute gal working there..hahaha mayb i should visit that place more often! anyone game for it? :P

Its 2am now..i'm freezing like hell in my office...pretty much trying to keep awake...my flu is getting abit better..but i'm super drowsy. Very worried for Guna n Taufik if i'm taking mc, both of them will have to cover my shift. :( ....mayb i shd juz heel tricia's advise..sometimes juz dun think so much and do it!

I'm off to take a short nap!

2005-01-09T08:04:00.000+08:00

Its time i shd revamp my site..xmas is over! hmm..anyway gotta find the time..prob within the nx 2 wks i guess...anyway...

Was on the way back from work yesturday with my chef when i saw hms at bugis..decided to tag along with hms leaving my chef alone! lolx...we walked ard bugis while waiting for amao, met mata aka junwei at wallet shop! He was with his mom shopping around..damn long no see him liao..change quite alot..haha..anyway along came amao n we went shopping for hms's little coin pouch. Saw a nice looking slippers and a nice waise pouch at project shop..hmm should i get it? lolx...anyway..off we went down to beavers for a drink as caesars was't open yet...omg...i didn't noe they had such big mugs of hoegarden at beavers..and due to the fact that i ain't a hoegarden fan..and i'm still abit -.-" about beer, had onli 1/4 of the hug mug...oh yah..alvin came down after being mia for quite awhile. Nx came melissa and micheal and we spilt up, mel myself n micheal went for a quick dinner while the rest went straight to caesars. The lai lai beef noodle at liang seah str. not bad wor..those who like those taiwan style of beef noodle shd go there and try.

Went back to caesars to join the rest...and they had already drank 1/5 of the chivas! played some games over there and within the nx 45min-1hr, we drank finish the entire bottle. Amao was a goner! so was hms! amao was so gone that at one moment i saw him on the chair nx he was on the floor slping! and i and micheal had to DRAG him from one end to the other. omg. He slept for abt near 2hrs while stupid hms was 1/2 awake 1/2 slping..lucky tat bugger woke up arbo we have to wash dishes for the rest of the night for caesars! Jacob pop over to say hi and on the way fetch me n mel home while the hms and alvin send mao home. ZzZ We are alcoholic man!! Help! Went home chatted with tricia for awhile till she went to bed den i retire to my cosy little bed! hehe

Was almost late for work today zzz had to take a cab down. Hope my blardi pay comes fast!

2005-01-08T08:25:00.000+08:00

Its been raining all night...and of all days i have to work in the morning shift today! damnit..could have slp longer...yawnz..the weather is just too niceeeee..and cold.

Anyway i won't b able to be transfered to the other place coz my stupid sch have rejected my application. Damnit. Oh well..frm now onwards..i juz have to cut as much corners as i can...need a very long break! btw...yeah hope my leave approve. frm 7feb-15feb! YEAH!.

Been doing nothing much lately..work go hme rest eat slp go back work agian..back to my boring lifestyle...hmmz..mayb meeting chua later whom i haven't been meeting for ages. Shrugz...hope my day goes smoothly like yesturday..peaceful and quiet. Cheers!

I'm plannning to get something which is gonna cost a bomb to me for someone, the thing is i have no idea will she accept it or nt..hw hw to buy or nt to buy..i have onli 2wks to make a decision! HELP!

2005-01-04T03:09:00.000+08:00

What to do!!! Shd i leave..shd i stay? argh..this question has been on my mind since wks n wks ago..grr!

Anyway..life for the past few days has been quite peaceful...nothing much to shout about...been doing night shift for the past 3 days...i also dunno what to post...anyway its Joleen birthday today..Wish her Happy Birthday...hope all your wishes n dreams come true! *hugZ*

btw...my dec pay looks nice! weee!!

Anyone free on thursday for sushi buffet?!?!?!?

2005-01-01T18:17:00.000+08:00

Happy new year!!! and what a great way to start the year by getting DRUNK! Yeah!!! i told myself i am going to get ko this new yr!

Had a few cups of beer at my workplace as it was free flow...before leaving to meet ms n gang. Was happily partying all night drinking n drinking can't even remember hw much i drank. Anyway was pretty happy that 2004 was over..one reason y i party so hard or rather drink so much yest night lolx...2005 will be a brand new start for me! yeah...jacob fishy and a new fren came over to join us ard 1130...was drinking alot then also..next moment i found myself sleeping on the chair...den all of the sudden PRAG..hahaha didn't expect it either...anyway after that i was soo ko-ed..they brought me out the the back alley..sitted there for god noes how long...den practically i was carried to bugis junction without me knowing anything...there i puked agian lolx still remember i was sitting nx the the yellow dustbin at the taxi stand...den i ko-ed till i reach hme. Fishy was trying to support me while i was walking aimlessly...kudos to fishy n ms n mao n jacob for bring me home lolx! yah...slping in toilet was kinda nice..i totally can't get up...zzz lolx
anyway its a once in a very very long while before i do such things agian...yeah!

Happy new yr everyone!

2004-12-30T16:30:00.000+08:00

Firstly, to everyone out there : Please donate whatever you can to help those tsunami victims! Be it food, clothes, blankets or $$, donate whatever you can!

Quite sad to see so many people died in this crisis...as i read the newspaper/see reports on tv, images of villages, cities been destroyed totally, bodies lying everywhere that they have to resort to mass burial is a saddening sight. Especially during this festive period where Christmas has just ended and 2005 is arriving in 2days time such things must happen. 2004 is really a dark year for everyone. Let the world unite hand in hand and help one another to go through the one of the darkest time in the 20th century.
I read somewhere on cnn.com, the science section, says that this earthquake might have slow down the earths roatation and tilted the world axis by an inch! My god! Wonder what side effect will it have on earth for the long run.

Anyway...Happy bday to me! Thanks to those who send sms wishing me! yeah u guys roxor! Shall spend my bday in peace as tmr i'm going back to work :(

May god bless those affected by the tsunami

2004-12-29T04:59:00.000+08:00

Hmmz..woke up just in time to watch soccer...if nt i'm be sleeping like a pig..weather too good..its been raining for the entire tuesday...

wanna say thanks to jacob for helping out with my com..even though he has 2 appointments he still take the trouble to come over n help me with it! thx alot man..

Spend the entire day with jacob fixing up my com...ard evening time Tricia came to fetch me as we had to attend a wake....met up with the rest of our clicks there...didn't stay for long either...as she has to fetch her little bro at Ahs behind my hse...since i was free accompanied her there only to realise we are too early!! lolx..sat in the car listening to all those young kids having their last 2hrs of their orientation camp...i wonder y wasn't mine as happening as theirs lolx...zzz
As i was saying..both of us pratically camp in the car...chatting away..haha kinda cool though...how many times can one actually spend their time chatting away in a car with someone whom they treasure alot. lolx...oh well...i'm juz happy tat quality time was spend although i had earlier plans to go other place..but in the end i think its worth it haha. *winks*

Anyway i'm going back to my soccer...start liao..shall end here

shall pick a quote out of tricia's quiting msg : life is like a box of chocolate, you will never noe whats inside till you open it.

2004-12-28T03:29:00.000+08:00

Review of 2004.

2004 was a very very very very bad year for me...i have no idea why but everything was messy, bad... i have no idea what word can describe it man. lolx. Made new friends, lost a few things here and there...financially wise still the same lolx..trying to survive...and now that have a stupid job that makes 2004 even a worse year.

January-April
This is the only period of time where i can say its been one of the most enjoyable time of 2004. Partly its because my r/s was improving on a daily basis...and more over its my last part of my shatec days before i go out for my 1year attachment. All these makes me cherish almost every thing. Was very very happy during that time.

May-September
This is part 1 of 2 of the worst period of time during 2004. Never in my life i could imagine something i put into so much is going to end right before my very eyes. Nothing was going well for me at that time...be it financially, emotionally, physically. Financially wise was due to well as usual her, my spendings and my other external factors. Emotionally wise..well need i say more? lolx. physically i was so garang in for my attachment that i work like hell during my 1st 2mths on the job. anything they throw at me i take and do. Made a few new friends during that period of time...not sure if i made new enemies though lolx...Well sucky mths for me.

Oct & November
I think never in my 21years of life i been so unlucky and depressed before. As i said earlier my life was going downhill...and during these 2 mths..it reach rock bottom! Maybe it even dug a hole and go even further down!. Firstly during november, my nightmare came true. I sank into depression that no one actually noes abt it mayb except for one or two closer frens. I wanted to hide myself from the world or end everything there and then so badly. I remembered one day during work when i was having depression, whatever i drink/eat i puke it all out that i had to take 1/2 day leave. It took me quite awhile to get a hold of myself. Worst of all...i met with an accident which i was lucky to be alive and kicking. Lucky thing for me i have the best friends in the world who tide me through this horrible month. Kudos to them!

December
December for me is a very hectic month due to my work commitment. I work non-stop like crazy..its so physically and mentally demanding. I have tide it all through already and screw this job man..due to management problem, i've decided to find a new place to work..only waiting for green light and off i go! Agian..i made a few new frens, found 1 or 2 old frens. Esp joyce yeah! we been accompanying each other whenever we are free haha...oh well...xmas is going to over soon, my bday and new year are coming. Yeah! I love December!

Overall...i can conclude life has its ups and downs, i just have to live through it day by day and experience it. I'm gonna use ms quiting msg agian, Life is good and Life goes on!

Special thanks to Mingshen,fishy,jacob,kian,chua,edo,joyce,tricia,koh,rachel,justin,joleen,cynthia, "her",ethan,amao,and many more friend and enemies out there who made my 2004 an eventful year! Hope 2005 will be a better year for everyone of us out there! Cheers!

2004-12-28T03:01:00.000+08:00

Its 3.04am..and i'm getting sleepy..must be the heavy dinner/supper i had just now...lolx...decided to go out with jacob and andy for a quick supper before going to work...went down to eh..i oso dunno whats the exact road name..anyway we had scissors curry rice ( ka toh png in hokkien) 3 of us were too bloated to move lolx...thx to jacob for sending me to work!

Its been an eventful night...the fire alarm was activated by some indonesian girl who was curious about the fire panel along the corridor tat she broke it. Was running up n down ensuring everything was ok...didn't have much rest and didn't even start my own work till abt 2+. woot...anyway kinda scared after those tsunami waves and earthquake that hit our region. Feel sorry for those people out there...my heart even sank deeper after reading an email send by someone from Canada that their son and daughter have been missing since the tragic incident, and the person ask us to check our list whether did their children check into my hotel..i couldn't find any one by their name thus only can say sorry in my reply and my heart goes out to this family. Hope everything is fine for them. God will give everyone out there strenght to tide through this crisis.

Well as promise i'll do my review of 2004, but not in this post..its getting abit long..i'll post in a new post for it :D

A little prayer to those affected by the crisis out there...god bless.

2004-12-27T04:12:00.000+08:00

Song of the moment : Some song by Chipmunks (si bei cute the voice lolx)

Yawnz...i'm getting tired...my back is aching...nothing much i can do now...ran into some problem at work which i have no idea how to solve...gotta wait till my supervisor comes in at 7am before i can proceed on.

i slept most of the time on Sunday..trying to put back all those missing sleep time..was surprise i could wake up for 5min gobble down my breakfast and went back to slp immediately. lolx..really zhu man...omg..one more thing..my com kanna some stupid error which i have no idea how to fix except to reformat. I'm waiting for replies in the forums so someone could help me out...if not i'm soo dead..

Joyce have been wonderful accompanying me throughout the night haha she and her webcam... :P anyway i will be posting a Review of 2004 soon prob during 28th morning yeah! Alot of things to say...haha..oh well...2004 is going to be over..hope 2005 will be a better year..and of coz...2005 is gonna be a tough year yet agian due to stupid NS.

I wonder how you feel about me......1 day to my 3 days miserable leave.

2004-12-26T03:33:00.000+08:00

Song of the moment : This is the last time - Keane

Hmm been searching for this keane song for quite awhile...kazaa mp3 are getting weird...either correct file name different song or the file is corrupted.

Anyway its getting boring and i'm getting stoner as the hr pass by...yawnz..damn slpy..onli slept for 3-4hrs for the day b4...had to wake up as my aunt was having xmas gathering at her hse...went there only to hear the sound of the MJ tiles tickling my ear..lolx..very gianz to touch mj but no time...haiz..anyway stayed there till ard 8+ before heading for home for 1 n 1/2 hr of rest and off to work agian...as usual...i'm at work now lolx...i feel like just close the door and sleep till 6am...but can't...haiz

Oh yah...frm my prev post..i said xmas was abit dull...like something missing...haha well i realise one of the things missing was actually a song which every year during xmas...i'll die die must listen to it...and timing just right...on my way to work in my dad's car, the song was played on 90.5fm. Its by John Denver and the muppets - 12 days of christmas.

counting down to my holidays.....2 more days~

2004-12-25T02:17:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!! My favourite day of the entire year is here! yeah!! and guess what! Bo-shen came over as his friend actually booked a room here! YEAH! haha i won't b lonely for this xmas..at least there is someone i noe of thats here! haha

Anyway manage to clear everything within 1hr..gonna take a 1hr break from now till 330 before i start my work agian! Its xmas!! i should relax!!

To everyone out there agian! Merry Xmas!!!

Plenty of memories flooding through my brain now...if only you were here with me..i'll share my life with you.

2004-12-24T06:17:00.000+08:00

YawnZ! Nv had a rest since 11pm..its the festive season...abit bz..alot of check ins and outs...oh well...its 6.19am now...few more mins and i'm off work...abit tired liaoz...after my slp..it will be xmas..i'll be celebrating xmas while working...sad life man...haiz..but oh well...shd i break the news to my supervisor that i'm gonna leave soon..i dunno..he is a very gd supervisor..the only prob is our stupid manager...how how

Hmm...its gonna be a lonely yet interesting xmas...coz of my job and coz that i been celebrating xmas with someone special for almost every yr..this yr..i'm alone n working..zzzzz...hw i wish i could spend it with the person in my mind now lolx...dunno why this yr xmas to me seems to be abit dull..i dun really enjoy it as much as the previous yrs...really miss those times where i could be enjoying myself out there..be it overseas or in sg...zzz

Wan to say this to someone (yes its u :P) : no matter what i'm juz a phone call away...i said b4 i'll b there if ya need me. dun feel sad or what aye. get back to ur cheerful mood! ITs XMAS!!

Last but not least...MERRY ADVANCE CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!

i really wan to spend xmas with you..but both of us r so busy sobs..hmmz

2004-12-22T13:58:00.000+08:00

Work stress is catching up on me...been covering duties/working for at least 13hrs for the past 3-4 days...didn't have much rest in between....until i can really sit down here n doze off while writing/chatting with someone. I juz receive a call from my fren saying that there is another job offer for me and all i have to do is just inform school. Really in a fix now...i'm unhappy abt the current job but i'm afraid that school doesn't allow me to change. Didn't have much time to think it over..i'll hope i'll reach a decision by tommorrow.

Anyway...i noe i'm abit paranoid for the past few days after been so low spirit, dis-organised. Very not myself..but wan to say to all of my frens..I'm ok!!! thx for your concern...though i may be bitching abt something which i noe its pretty much obvious i can't let go..but i noe its already 98% out of me already. Really!! trust me!! *winks*

wan to say a big big thx to someone after reading her blog which gave me a kick in the butt, didn't noe she would b unhappy becoz of how i responded to certain things..thx *hugZ* oh well... i'm gonna smile from this day onwards not onli for you but for me and everyone else! no more unhappy me!

Been spending my onli hrs at night going out to sempang with fishy and gang for past few days...we talk abt everything under the sun...well..u dun get anymore greater friends den this pple..u guys ROXOR!

All i wan for christmas is a new job n my ipod n you!! :P